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So my boyfriend and I have a pretty good relationship. He’s not abusive, he’s nice, and he talks about me a lot to his friends and people he meets. I love him back and I’d never leave him unless he cheated or became abuser. Twice he said to me, “you know you’re not allowed to leave me. Like you can’t. I’ll find you.” Should I be scared?

I was unfortunate enough to be cheated on recently by my husband. He had sex repeatedly with a woman who was having a cold sore outbreak. He thought cold sores were just sores from having a cold. His affair managed to infect me with the cold sore virus on my privates, and it was VERY unpleasant.

In my research, I have learned that around 60-80% of people in the world (and in the United States) have the cold sore virus even if they do not know it. 20% of people have the better known genital herpes virus, and almost 50% will have that strain by the time they are 50 years old. It's one of the top causes of virus related blindness in the U. S. Most people catch it while they are still babies and sticking everything in their mouths and sharing toys and food.

With so many people infected, I find it strange that I am only hearing all of this after being infected. How can something so common be such a secret? How many people suffer with on or more of these issues? Honestly, I'm very scared. I know I'm not the only one. Please, share information and your personal experiences so people like me can better understand.

I have been together with him for 3 years. We went through MANY ups and downs together and currently in a LDR. The past few days I've been thinking of breaking up with him because I think he deserves better. Also, I think I am the one with the issues here and I'm talking about - jealousy, insecurity yada yada, you name it. Honestly, I'm scared of losing him, because I'm still so in love with him and I know he feels the same way too.

It's just that lately we have been constantly fighting, even the smallest thing. But by the next morning we would apologised to one another and carry on with our day. Then before our routine night calls, I would start having weird thoughts again, thinking he's with someone else.. and I start questioning him if he's cheating on me, which made him upset and started raising his voice asking me why would I asked such stupid question.

See. I'm the one with the issue right? I know I sound so stupid. I love him but I am just not good for him. And I don't know why am I like this. What if I made the wrong decision? Please help.