2 years ago i moved away from crappy home town to London for work.
Everything was going prefect i had a steady income and a beautiful boyfriend. Then the beginning of march everything went to shit. I found out my boyfriend was cheating on me and planning on leaving me. I was so depressed and miserable. I was for sure hed come back to me.
Then i got made redundant from my job and was starting to worry about paying rent i was so scared and made a stupid mistake of try to kill myself by taking a overdose.
After that all i remember is waking up in hospital with my best friend by my son. The doctor said to me but because of coronavirus hospital beds were in high demand so he going to call mum to come take care of me for the next 72 hours. I asked my best friend if i could stay with her instead but she said she didn't think her flatmates would be happy with that given the current climate.
I don't get along with my mother at all, she's had a gambling problem all her life and put her addiction always before me and brother. She now lives with her boyfriend whos 30s younger than her whos a compulsive liar in my childhood home. When i got back to house i found out my mum had been renting my room out to this random stripper guy and walked in om him having sex. he's disgusting and is always trying to fuck something.
I thought i could leave after the 72 hours but then lock down happened and i couldn't leave. My brother is the only one i like back home he's so sweet and has offered me a job working with him after all this is over.
My best friend isn't answering my calls and im suspicious she's the one who was cheating with my ex.
On my birthday i found out my dad isn't actually dead. I grew up to believe due to my mums lies. I never met him my mum kicked him out when he decided to go study medicine because she wanted him to provide her the "family" aka her addiction. So now all i know is that he's a nurse somewhere in America.
Everything was going prefect i had a steady income and a beautiful boyfriend. Then the beginning of march everything went to shit. I found out my boyfriend was cheating on me and planning on leaving me. I was so depressed and miserable. I was for sure hed come back to me.
Then i got made redundant from my job and was starting to worry about paying rent i was so scared and made a stupid mistake of try to kill myself by taking a overdose.
After that all i remember is waking up in hospital with my best friend by my son. The doctor said to me but because of coronavirus hospital beds were in high demand so he going to call mum to come take care of me for the next 72 hours. I asked my best friend if i could stay with her instead but she said she didn't think her flatmates would be happy with that given the current climate.
I don't get along with my mother at all, she's had a gambling problem all her life and put her addiction always before me and brother. She now lives with her boyfriend whos 30s younger than her whos a compulsive liar in my childhood home. When i got back to house i found out my mum had been renting my room out to this random stripper guy and walked in om him having sex. he's disgusting and is always trying to fuck something.
I thought i could leave after the 72 hours but then lock down happened and i couldn't leave. My brother is the only one i like back home he's so sweet and has offered me a job working with him after all this is over.
My best friend isn't answering my calls and im suspicious she's the one who was cheating with my ex.
On my birthday i found out my dad isn't actually dead. I grew up to believe due to my mums lies. I never met him my mum kicked him out when he decided to go study medicine because she wanted him to provide her the "family" aka her addiction. So now all i know is that he's a nurse somewhere in America.
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my ex didn't even bothered to check up on me after finding out i tried to kill myself which hurts the most. We were together for 2 years and had a flat together. I thought he was the one and now im so broken hearted and writing this crying in my shitty car just so i can get away from the people in my house..
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My boyfriends mum called me up today to tell me how disappointed she is in her son and how sorry she was and if i need anything her and her husband are happy to help. They always liked me and i got on with my exs mum like she was the mother i never had so it was a relief to get to speak to her and knowing she's still here for me warmed my heart.
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