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Me and my boyfriend been together for more than 1 year
2 weeks ago we broke up (coz of my trust issues - kept accusing him of cheating and wanting to be with other girls)
He has never cheated on me and always tried for me to trust him but i couldnt so he got fed up and broke it off and blocked me on everything (fb, instagram, calls) and deleted all our pictures
And then 3 days ago, he drove to my place and called me to talk to me
He apologized for breaking it off and that he really wants me to trust him coz it makes him upset and all and that he can't stay away from me and misses me a lot
He wants to get back together but he wants to take it slow this time
And ofcourse i agreed coz i do love him
So next day he took me out to lunch and movie as usual and then he dropped me home
He unblocked me on everything and added me back on everything
Then, on facebook and instagram, he kept liking all my new photos and commenting (so obviously he was stalking my page)
And these are the problems i have:
So today, i stalked his page and saw that his relationship status is still "single"
I screenshotted this and sent it to him and said "single huh?"
He said "oh shit.. i didn't know that anyone can see it" but he still didn't change it
And then the next day, when he called me he said "how do i change the status? I dont know how to do it"
And then i said "bullshit.."
And then he said "i swear.. I don't know how. I will figure it out later"
And he still hasn't changed it
And then he shared this post saying "everyone is growing up and having kids.. and im like here whatever"
Does this mean he doesn't want any of his friends to know that he got back together again with me?
I know that his family knows that we are together though

I wish I did nt but curiously went through his phonr while he was sleeping. And found an xvideos account which we both have but I dont ever message or return the messages from users of the website. Why would I? I know where it is going to lead to and so I just dont initiate. But he messaged other users men and women incessantly. Saying some pretty raunchy things that made me feel pretty hurt. I found the same situations with his emails- craigslist casual encounters- emailing people on there as well as getting all these invitations from random online women profiles. Honestly I dont care that he gets these. Its complimenting. But he gives out his phone # and I'm not cool with that. I've talled to him about it and he said he woildnt do that anymkre and when I became suspicious a few weeks of trusting his word I found there had been no change from before. We fight now over literally nothing. He constantly changes hisclogins password d's and even screen locks. At one point he let me know how to access everything now he hides it from Me. He became guarded and sometimes he shuts down and is emotionless. I feel us drifting but I'm still in it 100. We are trying nd the fights become more often nd more violent. We want t be together but I don't know what to dp, how to act or Deescalate the fight when it happens. I even have begun to get crazy nd I never do that- manic actions. I need advice. He is worth fighting for but how do i fight correctly? In find I do kiss his ass nd he only gets further. Should I put on the don't care mask nd bring b out the little bitch instead of kissing ass? I'm desperate help!!!

Me and my boyfriend was arguing last night
I admit.. it is partly my fault
I've been accusing him of cheating and trying to attract other girls coz he gyms a lot and take pictures at the gym
I know he's just training and he's not talking to other girls like that but I've been cheated on so i think every guy would cheat
He knows about my trust issues because of my past relationships and my insecurities
We had a fight about this last night
And then he was sooo mad at me and said:
"You know what? Im gonna tell u the truth. I dont see you as wife material yet. you're just my girlfriend. I want to see you as a wife material but you need to fix yourself. You dont trust me and you're so insecure. We have been together for over 1 year. You would know if im doing something bad behind your back"
What the f?
He doesn't see me as wife material?
I got so upset when he said this to me 😔😔
But he does the following things:
- he's affectionate in public and private
- he likes to see me more than once a week
- he calls me everyday or night before we go sleep
- he puts pictures of us on his facebook and instagram and putting captions saying that "he loves me" and that im his "other half"
- he wants to go on vacation with me
- im the only girl out of all his exes that met his parents
- he says he loves me everyday
Etc etc
How could he say that he doesn't see me as wife material? :(
That shit hurts