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It was my b day party and we went to bed together even though she has a bf. We dry fucked after kissing and what not. During kissing I went to pull her togas off and she said no. So I continued on which led to dry sex. After she wanted to spoon and intertwine legs and hold hands and what not. What does this mean? Was it just bday sex? Also she's not a complete stranger. We've known each other for a little bit.

Please don't judge. We are both in a relationship with other people.
We work together and have become close friends. Everyone calls her my work wife and when we are at a restaurant that we frequent for lunch the waiters/waitresses are always so surprised were not a couple. We talk about everything including sex (but not about her and I having sex together). When I have a presentation she leaves a goody bag in my drawer (filled with a bottle of water, mints, extra dry erase markers and a "you can do it card"). Recently I have grown feelings for her and shared it with her and I even shared with her that I had "dream" with her. She told me not to worry that it would pass. A few weeks went by and I told her that I still like her and asked her if she would let me hold her hand the next time we were out of town together. She said I don't know.
The next day I booked a couples massage during our lunch break and were we basically got naked and laid under a towel in the same room. I mentioned to her that isn't it funny that I don't know if you'll let me hold your hand but you undressed in front me? She replied...it's not like haven't seen anything like that before. Well, Next week we have a ditch day planned to go to a theme park together and I said would it be okay to hold your hand and she still says "I don't know"?
Is she just this really sweet, open woman that sees me as another "girlfriend" and is just comfortable with me or might she have feelings for me?