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With the recent crush I've been having it's bringing back a lot of old provocative memories. One is the time where I liked this girl for 3.5 years but she randomly began ignoring me, then the other is the time where my ex-stepdad was verbally abusive, and the last one is trying to recall all of my good childhood memories with my old crush.

I don't have many friends, maybe 4. But anyways, I just got over a 3.5 year crush because she ignored me. Then I moved on to my friend, and she found out, and she told me she felt the same. But next day I got ignored, and she keeps on telling my friend she wants me to talk to her. But she never encourages me, and my friend and her talk all the time; their social relationship is stronger than hers and mine since the beginning of the school year. And the worst part is during the whole class she talks to every one but me, and it makes me quite jealous. Point is, it brings back all the old memories of my 3.5 year crush (jealousy, ignoring me, etc.). And the worse part is I got over the 3.5 year crush like 1 month ago, so it's still fresh. She did make me jealous, but I never got that anger out, so it's been dormant for 3.5 years. Then today, my friends made fun of my old crush, but I was ok with it. Until they brought up my friend and began to talk about how I'm overreacting because she talks with other boys (I told them I was ok with it it just brings out jealousy in me); and one of my friends said he was going to get her before I did. One of my friends pointed out how I never seem angry, and then he told me I needed to get it out because it's unhealthy. I told him I'm not angry, but one of my friends later told me I already am angry, and that I need to rethink my thoughts.

Would you already say I'm angry?