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Hello!

I am just wondering what people think, I have been feeling a little insecure lately about my skin colour as I have the same skin colour as the women in the photo ^^
I know that a lot of men think white women are the prettiest for their pale white skin and im not going to start being a asshole and start bashing white women however do any guys find this skin colour attractive or unattractive?

If you choose to just vote instead of comment that's totally fine too

I am dating someone and I am.. I act like an emotional rollercoaster I am always worried and afraid, I know he loves me. I still worry though, we have a dom. sub relationship, and I haven't been listening very well. I am worried that my family will see me. I live in a abusive home and am working on leaveing. Some of it is just my fault though, so does anyone have any tips on how not to stress? I have panic attacks and those make him really unhappy because I won't listen, I feel I can't help a lot of what I do during them but afterwards I know I have been unforgivable. we have a contract to be togtheir another four months, and he says he wouldn't leave.. but I worry I am imperfect and insecure. This is my first relationship and it is important to me. I am ashamed of how werid my emotions are. He is imperfect too, I dont think he realizes he doesn't talk enough, he likes humilation and i like it, but I can't take it after being screamed at home.. and i know that isn't his fault im yelled at but.. im getting squished. I want to ask for him to be kind more often. He doesn't always seem to hear me. I dont get responses back... anyways thank you for any help if youve ever been an emotional rollercoaster.

he is really an really good guy friend and he did flirt with me, asked me to chill alone and shown some signs but he also flirts with a lot of girls and shown some fuck boy sign even thought he told me once that he talks to loads of girls and thats it , he just talks , im way too afraid that if ill crush on him again this time that he falls in love with someone els while leading me on or sleeps around with loads of girls and that if that happens he's probably going tell me about it and that would break my heart and make me feel desperate and lonely and so forever alone and beyond insecure,

he was the one who knocked my heart out cold once but he was also the one who made it have a beat again.

those thoughts scare me and I could cry myself to sleep if this ever happens

his behaviour towards me changes everyday but im l am lost he is the only person in the world I felt for over and over again I am unsure of my own feeling now.

so please give me tips