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I went through some pictures in class today on my laptop and stumbled across pictures of my ex, which left me stonecold, and of the guy I wish I could've been with.

I don't know why but I cried a little, nobody noticed but it was embarassing. It's a picture from 1.5 years ago when he still had short hair, crazy how people can change physicall as well - he never sent me a lot of pictures (unlike my ex) and I always deleted them when he told me to (we went on a break several times (seriously challenging friendship)). However, I will not delete this picture. I want to remember some years from now that I fell for this guy.
He's not my type, he's not like me, he's basically my polar opposite - and that's what was so attractive about him. I probably deleted 50 pictures in total, which he sent me over the course of three years.

My ex is just plain ugly though he was 100% my type - I was shocked to see what his body had looked like 1.5 years ago, he gained at least 15kgs and always said he'd lose weight again but it never happened. I deleted all 600 pictures he sent me in one year.

So, did you delete and destroy everything you have from your ex?

So most guys surely would prefer a in shape girl, but are attracted to femininity? so meaning (long hair, feminine clothes, feminine personality) or a girl with a very good body, but maybe more unladylike with appearance (only jeans, baggy t-shirts, short hair, guyish type personality)

I will try to keep it short. I love a guy who has never loved me back. He knows about my feelings towards him, I've told him that many times. I've known him for 4 years but we were mainly writing, I met him about 10 times in real life.
Two weeks ago he was at my 18th birthday party, besides him there were only my 2 best friends. He is in a long term relationship and I knew that. But I was constantly scratching his back, touching his hair, hugging him, even giving him pecks on his hair and the back of his neck. I thought that if he doesn't say anything it means that he allows.
Now that I think about it I'm embarrassed and I regret it. I shouldn't have done that to someone who is in a relationship and he could feel uncomfortable and just didn't want to tell me anything because it would make the atmosphere VERY awkward.
I don't think I will ever see him again for a few reasons that are not the point now.
It was 2 weeks ago, maybe I shouldn't touch that topic?
Or should I write an apology?