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So I'm a 13 year old boy on my dad's account, and today at Middle School, the place I HATE so much, more than anything ever, at lunch, there were these racist black kids. So it started with me choosing a table to sit at, with this random kid who was black, who I knew a little bit. Than after I finished drinking my milk, this entire gang of black kids came to sit talking about crap, and they all told me to move to a different table, some of the gang that were at a different table were also telling me to. Everyone who set there was doing that except the black kid who was there at 1st, who didn't even know them. So I did that. I realized that they did that because I was white and they were all black, they were racist, and I'm not overreacting either, they REALLY were. They didn't tell the black kid who was sitting there at 1st to move, the members of the gang instead respectfully went to a nearby table like they were supposed to. Ik that they did that just because I'm white. I swear that I remembered some of those racist kids from Elementary School saying racist stuff like "White people are crazy, black people are WAY stronger!" and his other black buddies agreed. They obviously didn't say it to my face but I could tell that it was straight up racism, once they sat, just 1 glance at me, and they told me to move because I was white. Than I realized how much I HATE racists. Racists are so unfair. There's also different type of racists, not just racists of skin color and race (Those are the most common and known type.), there's also gender racism (Which already has a name, sexism.), age racism, belief racism, opinion racism, and so on. Racists all hate on the same things when you really think about it, and that's humans. We're all humans, regardless of our skin color, race, age, gender, ect. Racists have no right to live, they're rated lower than dangerous little germs in my book. Can't we all just get along? Do you hate them too?

So we've had class for a few months and I never noticed her that much mostly because she always sat away from me or behind me.

I was walking down the hall last class and she was sitting with a few guys from class that I talk to a bit. And, I just noticed her and she looked at me then saw me and her eyes moved else where, then she looked back again. She never smiles, then again I never do either.

I was thinking of going to the table and chatting. But, I'm not that close with the guys and she is since they are in her program. I kinda am a class friend at the most with the guys. So I just went to class and within a few minutes she was there too.

Now here is the kicker.. her stuff was next to my seat that I ALWAYS sit at already before I got to class. I don't know if she did this on purpose or if it's because her other class friends (I don't know them) sat there before and so she sat there for that reason.

But there is more... So people had to present in class and she does some weird things...

1) Brushes her bag on the ground against my leg as she lifts it up to the table. And once she is done it brushes it back down. ignore it pretending I didn't even feel it.

Wouldn't most people make sure it doesn't touch someone? When I lift my bag, I try to avoid touching anyone even by accident.

2) Puts on perfume or maybe some lotion? What ever it was it smelled really good.

Then she starts chewing on gum that I could also smell and it was good smelling haha

Then she shuffled her chair over closer to me once the presentations started, I sit on the edge seat. So I don't know if it's because she couldn't see since big dudes sit in front of us so it's ahrd to see, so she was moving closer. Or if it's because she wanted to get close.

But I kinda felt like it was closer than most women would get to a random guy you never talk too.

So what do her actions mean? or is it just me over analyzing stuff?