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in my life i have dealt with left temporal lobe complex partial epilepsy, depression, social anxiety, anorexia, and adhd (type 3). i don't deal with epilepsy anymore because i had a surgery to treat it over a year ago (specifically so i could drive), i don't have depression anymore but when i did, it was very bad with suicidal behaviours, losing interest in life, and attempting suicide. i still have a bit of social anxiety but that's only in school here and there whereas before it was present every second of the day everywhere i went. i don't have anorexia anymore because i no longer look like a walking skeleton that weighs only 83 pounds because i have made majour changes in my perspective of food, weight, calories, etc and started exercising more rather than starving myself to death. the only thing i still have is adhd because that can't be treated by surgery or therapy since it's chronic

i grew up very very lonely my entire life because nobody wanted to invite the "neurologically, emotionally, psychologically, and mentally sick kid" with them to places and to hang out. i could 100% see why now looking back on my past why nobody did, but back then i couldn't figure out why nobody wanted to hang out with me or even liked me

and now that i'm much different in a good way, the 14 years of being completely lonely (pre k - gr 12) have made such deep impacts on my personal, social, and overall life that many people think i'm still the same person i was in my past for that long of time even though i'm not at all and the total opposite now

could you see past these things in somebody's past like mine when it comes to relationships or even friendships?