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My life used to be great, loving boyfriend of two years, healthy, happy, got accepted to my dream school. Then in June this all fell apart. I got sick out of nowhere and now I never ever feel hungry the feeling is completely gone and I feel nauseous most of the time. No doctor can figure it out and I’m afraid I’m stuck this way. My boyfriend dumped me because he said I had every medical test done and that I had “anxiety” when I literally feel like junk everyday. I used to be so independent and love life now I’ve acquired major anxiety and depression because of my health. If I were ever to jump back into the dating scene I have no idea how to go about it, nor know how to tell a guy about my physical issue with no diagnosis. So to all men out there, if a girl were to tell you these issues would you run? Think she’s weird? I seriously have lost all self-esteem and everyone always tells me how great I look and anyone would die to have me but I feel like I’m hiding some weird secret by never feeling hungry. But I just don’t feel comfortable with this new issue in my life. I have no idea what to do. Any tips? I’m just afriad if I open up to anyone about my health issues (but not really a health issue bc I’m technically completely healthy as every medical test is clear) they’ll run like my ex did. It’s all really really sad. Thanks guys.