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A few years ago, a girl I really liked and I were unsuccessful at casual dating. After a few months apart, we dated exclusive for half a year before we broke up due to her being lds.
After almost two years apart, she reached out to me and after a few weeks of talking, I admitted I was in love with her, but knew things would not work because of the religious beliefs.
She told me she wanted to try to be together because she 'didnt want to lose me again'
She decided to still go on a mission anyway, but she came and stayed with me for two weeks, and she told me that I was her home, her best friend, I made her feel loved and happy, and almost broke into tears when we said goodbye. She even said she regretted letting me go when she broke us up the first time.
During her mission she broke us up again, and she stopped responding to me. When I ran I to her when she came back. She said she wasn't happy before, and she walked off during the conversation. Did she mean it?
Why would she say all this if she didn't mean it?

A few years ago, a girl I really liked and I were unsuccessful at casual dating. After a few months apart, we dated exclusive for half a year before we broke up due to her being lds.
After almost two years apart, she reached out to me and after a few weeks of talking, I admitted I was in love with her, but knew things would not work because of the religious beliefs.
She told me she wanted to try to be together because she 'didnt want to lose me again'
She decided to still go on a mission anyway, but she came and stayed with me for two weeks, and she told me that I was her home, her best friend, I made her feel loved and happy, and almost broke into tears when we said goodbye. She even said she regretted letting me go when she broke us up the first time.
During her mission she broke us up again, and she stopped responding to me. When I ran I to her when she came back. She said she wasn't happy, and she walked off during the conversation. Did she mean it?
Why would she say all this if she didn't mean it?