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Everyone I know always hates on and disrespects me, I don't know why, it's not like I do anything wrong but it's like I have this magical ability to make everyone hate me for no reason... For example IL jus be walking down the street and some car will honk out the window yelling wanker at me... or IL jus be sitting down minding my buisness playing a video game, and all of a sudden my brother gets mad at me and blames me for burning his pizza that I didn't even know he was cooking, claiming that 'i could have let him know"

And another example of this I was playing a video game called RuneScape just at the bank.. and some random person told me my shoes look gay.. and another time I was walking in school and some fat ginger kid walked passed saying "what you say about my mum?' even tho I said nothing.

And that's not all.. my mum always hates on me and disrespects me calling me a loser and stupid and stuff like this, and even on this website random people just insult me for no reason and I bet someone in the comments here will now.

I don't know why this is... I don't know why random people seem to hate me when they don't to others.. I see other people get treated nicely with respect but I always get hated on for in my opinion.. no reason... Why is this? Am I jus cursed?
Or is it because I'm ugly and everyone hates ugly people? I don't get it..

It's also very bad for my self esteem, I have low self esteem because of it and avoid everyone, I stay alone as much as possible since I think everyone hates me, it makes me feel like a worthless turd that everyone would rather I was dead.. very sad..

Yesterday night I was checking in the oven to see if the dinner was ready and the food was foiled. He asked what I was doing in the kitchen, and I told him that I was checking to see if the food was ready.

He told me not to do that, which I never expected from a parent before. I told him I never had parents tell me that before, and that my grandparents were cool with that. My mom and stepdad refused to listen to me, then I started throwing my first fit in over three months (I am autistic) and calling my stepdad the N-word with a hard er, then corrected myself to say he was ignorant and I don't want ignorant parents.

I called my parents Trump supporters and said I was sick and tired of having Trump supporters as parents, despite voting for (and regretting voting for) Trump myself.

I opened the door, ran away from the house, closed the door, started throwing off my suicidal thoughts (I'm not allowed to express them in front of family at all, ever).

I went to the Vons supermarket nearby, with no mask, no wallet, no phone, nothing. I basically had to cover my mouth with the top front of my hoodie. I walked calmly until I saw an Asian family and asked them where they came from. They refused to answer, and I demanded they go back to where they came from. I started throwing a tissue box nearly at them.

I started making a remark about "niggers" and declared that they should be "shot in the head." A Black customer (maybe worker?) said to call security.

One lady worker asked if I was ok, I said no. I said that nonwhite people should not be here, and another lady worker pointed out that I am "not white." I told her yes I am, and that Armenians descended from Brits.

I walked all the way from Pasadena to Altadena for about two hours, maybe three. I came back to Pasadena an hour later. My family and the cops were very worried about me.

My stepdad and mom deny that they are homophobic but they are. They're the type that makes that "I have gay/black/whatever friends" remark