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During the weekend I was at an anual music festival with a huge group of mates and one of my friends introduced me to this special girl.

This girl had literally been my obsession for about a year or two and I had known of her for such a long time, dreaming to even talk to her let alone get to know her. I dreamt and fantasized about this girl for such a long time and to be honest, I was actually quite thrilled when I got to meet her. She was so perfect (blonde, straight hair, luminous eyes, athletic like body).

Then the craziest thing happened, where my friend actually got the two of us together (he's the wingman champ) where I was able to get intimate with her VERY quickly and all of a sudden, we started making out in the middle of the crowd just by the stage.

I then proceeded to french kiss her (passionate as fuck), and we started running our hands along each other for about 10 minutes and we just spent the rest of the night dancing, holding on to each other etc. and she wanted more and more.

Then a while before I left , I got her number (yes. I made out with her before getting her number) and then we carried on for a while, then I left with the brothers to our afterparty.

I get home and I message her and then all she could reply was one word answers and sometimes even ignored me. Which was basically like a huge slap in the face. So her friend warns me that on the night, she said that she didn't want a relationship or any stuff because she was tired of the heartbreaks or something...

Should I take this personally? (she doesn't know I have a history of actually being a player so wtf)