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We were argueing over my future as I told her I wanted to quit dancing.. and she has done dancing for so long as has made me do dancing since 3.
Problem is, that I don't mind dancing but I go to a class and no one talks to me there and they've known me since 3 and I used to be shy so they see me as shy so I'm to scared to actually socialize with them.
They also preassure me.
I also do air force cadets on fridays which is SO STRESSFUL
st johns on mondays not too bad
AND I JUST MOVED SCHOOLS DUE TO REALLY REALLY BAD BULLYING.

I feel like there are so many changes in my life at the moment and I just can't think and well I admitted to my mum that I don't really like dancing and It just doesn't suit me.. but she got really mad and I want to join drawing class next year and a theatre group.. but she just said you don't even know if you like it.

and she's getting mad at me for all these changes.. but I just want to find something that works.. I don't know what I want to be when I grow up... but I know that its not dancing... and I was only doing it cause my mum liked it... but its something I get so anxious about and don't even have friends there.

Air force is something I wanted to do but lost interest as I am scared of planes... and camps..
I've done drawing and singing since 5 and practice all the time but I'm only at an average level so it isn't fair.

We were argueing more and my mum said "Well maybe you should of chose a better mother then" ..

which hurt a lot.. at the time it felt like what if I just killed myself or ran away.. is this my final day.. is this what really fks up my family forever. what is wrong with me and now mum just refuses to talk to me... I just really don't want to live her dream... and never know mine... and I have never done school homework due to all these activities after school blocking up my mind.

Me and my ex were together for just over a year and practically living together. We did a lot together - he helped me lose weight, get my drivers licence, and came with me to doctors appointments. We did a lot of firsts together and had/ have a great connection.
He went to jail for 3 months and I waited for him and he was appreciative and happy and was calling me everyday telling me he loves me and was talking about making future plans - we were getting serious and his mom even invited me over for Jewish Passover holiday. Now during the month of June we had quite a few fights over stupid stuff like what I should wear when we go out, my diet and I was also getting irritated when he was on his phone a lot and he was getting overly sensitive anytime I wanted to go back to my house for 3 days and then come back to him. He was scared of me leaving him and he also felt unappreciated , but I always showed him I cared for him - like going to the hospital everyday when he had surgery. Now he starts dating someone who is totally the opposite of me exactly 2 days after we broke up and after 3 weeks they are saying “I love you” to each other. But he says he still wants to work stufff out & possibly get back together. He still kisses me and has me sleeping over at his place during the week and only sees this girl on weekends, but he tells me he doesn’t have history with her like he does with me... and says he needs time and doesn’t prefer her over me right now and that it depends on me and doesn’t know what he wants to do. She’s a dark gothic girl and he’s a classy type of a guy who wears suits and likes to be well dressed and she’s way taller than him and is the total opposite of me - I’m sweet and sensitive, she’s the psycho angry aggressive type and dresses like a punk rocker - totally different from me!
Also it moved very quick - after 3 or 4 weeks saying that they are in love?
Is he in a rebound relationship? And is there a chance for me and him to be back together?