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I love my boyfriend so much however his negatives outweighs the positive

Positive
- He loves to kiss and hugs me tight every night
- He is a good looking man
- He can cook well
- He is good in sex
- He picks me up from work (only sometimes) when we stayed together - He says he is serious about me and wants to marry me
- people says we are both good looking and a good match
Negative
- I caught him in the house sleeping with just some random Stanger girl who he just met in online dating site
- I caught him having so many condoms and lubricants. I wonder where he use it when he never use them to them. We always have unprotected sex. He said it's just a gift from his friend.
- Some chatted me about him. It looks like she is spying and only to find out that sometimes my boyfriend sleeps at her condo in another city. She said she is just trying to help him because he is homeless and they are only friends. I don't know if she is telling the truth? - I caught him chatting many girls. I wonder who are they. He said just investors. He wants to build business but don't have money - he ask me to loan 1m but I don't want and he insult me saying useless
- he ask money and food from me if I can't give he gets mad at me and insult a lot
- he gets mad when I hold his hand in public
- He rejected me many times in sex

Last 3 days ago, I've decided to break up with my boyfriend. I go out from the house we lived together while my boyfriend is away in the City for work. I left a letter in his house. During this month my boyfriend has spouted many hurtful words to me like I don't love as girlfriend, dumb, useless, animal, cheap money I find rich girl, I cheated on you more than 3 times, I don't get horny to you, boring, I will not run after you, I'm not your prince, don't contact me anymore I block you. Moreover, there was a girl who chatted and called me on Facebook asking if we are still together with him and said they live together with him in another city. She said sorry has no any idea that he has a girlfriend because my boyfriend said we already break up many times.

I went back to my mother's house and didn't contact him for 2 days. Suddenly after 3 days my boyfriend texted me saying sorry I know I'm not the right guy for you, I'm trying to fix myself, I want to hear your voice and know how are you. I replied to his text very casual. Until he ask me if I still love him and he said to me "I love you so much."

I haven't replied to this text yet. I am confused if my boyfriend means this especially he has been very cold to me and now suddenly becomes hot.

I still love my boyfriend in my heart. However, I am not sure if he is willing to change for me and if he means this I love you so much after our breakup. I want my boyfriend to fully commit to me and treat me better if I give him a chance. :(

"HOW SHOULD I REPLY TO HIS TEXT AND HOW SHOULD I REACT TO HIM? (Pls comment and vote)