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I am 27 and never had a real girlfriend. I am horrible when it comes to women. I am also short in height at 5'6" and have Aspergers.

I have had no luck on dating apps. I have been rejected by two 18 year old girls on the first date. One of them (now 19) is marrying someone else in a few months.

All my peers are getting married.

It seems like both my only sibling (sister) and I have not had luck in the relationship world. Do you think it is a family curse? Do you think it is destiny to remain single for life?

I tried to get into grad school twice and worked my butt off for professors as a unpaid assistant for 1-2 years. Still I got rejected twice and one of the recommendation letters I read afterward was extremely lukewarm about me.

Now that it's 6 years later I have my dream job and no longer dream about PhD. I think back on those incidents and think about unhelpful professors are to life in general. They take so much of your money and time and don't sympathize with you at all. As a group they are so desensitized from real life! They don't seem to care that the majority of us students have to worry about making money and getting our lives along at a decent timeline!

I also had another professor that wouldn't shut up about how he thought about Trump even though the class was on microbiology! Why do professors think we care about their political opinion?

I am 27 and never had a real girlfriend.

I am in deep depression. I had to go to the hospital 2 nights ago. I was handcuffed and taken to the hospital by the sheriff's department. I was in bad shape.

Back in 2020, I had an online thing with this girl. She was exactly what I was looking for. She never had a male friend before she met me, and she never dated ot had a boyfriend. She never kissed and was still a virgin. Things were going well for several months until we met the first time in person. She rejected me because I wasn't her type.

Now, she is about to marry some other guy soon, and he gets to be her first everything. I am almost sick to my stomach thinking about it. It is extremely heartbreaking to me.

The thing is, I want to find another girl just like her. I don't know if that was my one and only chance. I feel like dating 18 year olds is about to become off limits to me. I am getting really scared. I cannot even sleep in peace at night, because I dream about her still.