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I'm twenty and my daughter is four. I'm a single parent. Her father does not support her finacially or emotionally. We're from up North. I graduated high school in 2012 . I've been caring for my daughter since the age of 16. Stressful moments caused anxiety attacks as well as an bad migrain attack. That is why I've had brain fog for just about a year now. It's like I can't think clear like I usually do. It's as if blood and oxygen flow is not circulating like it should be. May be clogged. I was told to see a neurologist months ago but I have not been able to. I'm broke and broken. I dont have much of anything since I've graduated hs and time has been moving. Had i went to college id be finshing up my third year in may. I strayed south in hopes to start fresh, further educate myself, and get my life together. I live down south where most people are racist and discriminate. I honestly dont even know how I ended up here things just happened so fast. I want to get back on track and be independent. I've had to teach myself on my own. I don't even know how to drive. Taking out all that time as a teen to finish hs and raise my child on my own, I was always busy and never finished learning. Any way my daughter and I live down south supposley with my boyfriend of whom I met while down her. He lives in a rural area. I have no family here or transportation or anything. He's falling off the edge of the earth. I want to leave but I have no where to go. I think he's judging me for my situation like im a low life or something. I think he wants me to be stuck as long as he is stuck he wants me to have to depend on him. He knows I have no where to go right now. I guess since he pays all the bills he feels like he can treat me anytype of way. He has me twisted now. I thought we were on the same page I was trying to help him stay focused and come up in life. Everthing I have is to gain not loose. I've never even taken out a loan. He drinks and smokes everyday he just choked me this morning