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So there's a lot of misunderstanding between me and this guy. Began pretty much as soon as he asked me out--w which as quite a while ago. It didn't work out because i wasn't ready , which is ok we could've just put a pin in it, but i did an awful job of communicating and i left with him thinking--well many different things not much of it good. Anyhow , years later we've been spending lots of time together and im not sure if we are working on re building friendship or were still into each other. I know attraction is still there, and we both try to be alone with each other on occasion but where we used to be direct we are now secretive so hard to know whats up. So, i dont know if he's trying or has moved on and i can't decide which direction i want to go in without hearing from him. Plus i was thinking some explanation would be good. I still feel weird about how things went down.

Anyhow i decided id have a talk with him, and i went to see if he's cool with that and he lost it for a few seconds. I'd say he got mad but i think he must have already been mad. Im ok with that i mean entitled to bis feelings, but he's said nothing to me about it. i dont mind him being angry, but really, to not tell me about it and just flipped out.

now, here's the other part. if wed never spoke again id think ok he's mad bc i was a jerk-though unintentionally- and of course he do sen want to talk. Weve been hanging out and he's asked me to hang out and I've been making an effort as well, so it doesn't make sense for him to be mad. And, I don't know if i even want to try taking to him. Its just rue. I dont have friends who anomy yep because i dont sp end time with people who are rude. have no idea what to do here. He might be a bit bruised from the past or it might be unrelated but that wast even what i was planning on talking about.

What would you do?