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I've recently set up an escort & modelling agency, as a new business start-up (my second, after an art studio which I founded almost 6yrs ago now, and which first led me towards my new start-up, since it only managed to break even and became profitable when I ventured into nude sketches and prints). Set up the 'modelling agency' as a spin-off from the art studio; doing artistic sketches, canvas prints and profile pics as commission pieces, for female escorts, as well as strip clubs and other escort agencies. And when that took off, starting to bring in more revenue every month than my art studio would've made in a year without it, with far lower costs & expenses, I cut out the middle man and elected to set up an escort agency myself.

It's outcall only; all the girls (9 so far, most of them formerly freelance escorts, who I'd done nude and semi-nude sketch portraits for) signed revised versions of the contracts I'd offered them, to give them royalty payments for any artwork of them that I sold, hiring me as their marketing company. No sex or anything's mentioned on the site or on the phone though, and I've never 'sampled the merchandise' myself either. Don't intend to- I'm not sexually judgmental in the slightest, but I'm fiercely sexually possessive and protective; the thought of having to share my partner with any other men would be a massive turn-off for me. But are there any good girls out there who'd be willing to date, and commit long-term to, a man who ran an escort agency? Would you date a guy who did what I do (earning around $100K a year this way)?

It's a long story so I'll try to make it quick.
I had a crush on this girl the days of my college but never thought of talking to her because I was shy and she looked so beautiful so I was kind of intimidated by her, days go on and I kept noticing she was kinda having a crush on me too, looking at me with the corner of her eyes, trying to be closer to where I was in the yard, the reaction of her friends whenever I was close to them etc.. you know it's easy to tell when a girl is interested lol. The thing is even knowing the crush was mutual I never had the courage to talk to her, every day going to college I was telling myself I have to take the chance and talk to her but once I see her beautiful face I just feel like my heart is going to go out of my chest and I just can't move xD. She knew and tried to get away from her friends and be alone so maybe if she was alone it would be easier for me to go and ask her but nothing has changed. Vacation came and I thought it's better for me to just forget about her yet 3 months and I couldn't get her out of my mind, back to college and still the same damn thing, looking at each other for afar, kept searching for each other during the break just to gaze at each other (well she couldn't keep the eye contact since every time I catch her looking she turns her head which made my heart melt because I thought that was very VERY cute). Another vacation and still thinking about her the second I wake up till the moment before I close my eyes to sleep.