Search Results: some guys can be so dirty

never wore makeup in middle school. hell, I never washed my face, or combed my hair in middle school either. i got up threw on some clothes and ran out. I may of washed up and smelled good. but I rarely put any effort what so ever in my looks. I was fat. so i often looked dirty and sleepy. I basically let myself go and didn't care. then suddenly i noticed how rude people were to me. and i started being told i looked like shit. people would avoid me, or tell me i was a ugly motherfucker. i had very little friends and when i did they were rude. guys trashed my things and i was told i was ugly and looked bad. the guys would even rip up my folders and tell me always i was ugly bitch and no one liked me. my friends were the same way. so, one day i went to my mom and asked for braces. ( i had horrble teeth i was suppose to get braces years ago) she smiled and said, yeah girl!. so, i stopped sucking ny tumb and got braces. my doctor says they will be off soon. people tell me i look good now but behind my back i am told i look slutty. ;/ i even got myself a bigger butt. ;D

i know its wrong to change how you look so people can like you, but i did it thinking if i became cute people would like me. i will have a higher self self esteem and i could reverse the effects of bullying. was i wrong for changing my look?