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So I had plans with a guy and he was going to come to my area and we were going to go out to bowling or the movies
Anyway he said he had an apartment in an area which was half way between us so could we do something around there. So I said yep what should we do and he said we’ll work something out
Anyway he said 6.30/7 so I assumed we would get dinner
I got to his and he was dressed up but we didn’t go anywhere and anyway we talked for awhile and thej started kissing and he tried to have sex and I told him I got my period during the day so that was not an option and anyway he kept persisting and I kept saying no and he kept persisting (not as bad as it sounds) anyway it started getting a bit heated and I said look I feel like your going to get yourself excited so it’s best we stop and he didn’t want to stop and again it was going to far so I made it clear we weren’t going to have sex so if he was going to excite himself then I told him numerous times. And then he really abruptly got up and sat on the couch and didn’t say anything it was really awkward and I asked him if he was angry and he said no and I said that’s why I told you I didn’t want to be a tease or lead on the situation and he didn’t say anything and he just smiled at me so I put my shoes on and said I’m going to go and I got up and he kinda bet me to the door and stood in front and gave me a few kisses and then I stopped and left. I would be extremely surprised if I ever hear from him again
Do you think he feels rejected and embarrassed or basically hates me now?

If you knew that your close female friend was traumatized sexually and that she was scared about having her first consensual time with a romantic partner because its too much stress to add the romantic element on top of the ptsd while naked and vulnerable and scared as fuck.. would you be willing to walk her through it and be there for her emotionally more than anything during, before, and after fucking her? Would you do it if you saw her from a purely platonic perspective, or would you have to have an element of romantic leaning type feelings for her? Because that's what I'm going through right now. And I want to make sure I'm not confused. Because he said that he's attracted to me but that he's not looking for a relationship right now and we don't have romantic chemistry. But then he also checks up on me constantly and we talk every day and he's been there for me through an abusive partner and he's been there for me during everything regarding my obtain spazzing out about the rape. When we first met we hooked up but i was nervous cuz it was going to be my first time and he stopped immediately and instead went down on me a little before kissing me and snuggling me a bit and turning on the tv and didn't try anything with me the rest of the night. So I'm just wondering if every guy would be willing to fuck his close girl friend and be there for her in such an observational, overly invested, extremely intimate, defenseless type of way that is vulnerable as fuck a thousand times more vulnerable than just basic animalistic sex. Could you partake in something that severe without having interest in the girl? Is it safe to say it is platonic as hell, or should I be concerned that he might have some level of hidden genuine interest in me of a romantic type leaning form? Thoughts? Please take the poll and explain your answer below. Thank you.