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(First off Im into good smart girls) I've never had a girlfriend, not even close, so I don't know if girls like me. For the physical side I am 6'1" 16 years old. I am lean and pretty muscular. I think I have a good looking face but mainly when my hair is fixed. My hair is dirty blond and normal length for a guy. Now mentally/emotionally I am a very nice guy, respectful, good morals. I am a strong Christian, go to church on Sunday, listen to KLove and stuff. I'm very smart and near the top of my class with a 4.225 cumulative GPA and raising. So I think I'm good looking and nice and stuff. So I know that's a plus. But I know girls are attracted to confidence. That is something I don't have. I've never approached a girl just to talk to her or to get to know her, barely talk to girls really or people in general. I was diagnosed with selective mutism at a young age, but gotten much better. I am still EXTREMELY shy. Sometimes I don't talk to my friends because I'm uncomfortable. People/decent amount of girls at least know who I am. So I have some friends and people that know me. The thing is I just don't ever talk much primarily to girls. I just feel like I'll be bugging them or theyll not like me and laugh on the inside or think Im weird or creepy. I don't ever hang out with my friends outside school except one sometimes, another one rarely. I feel like an annoyance and feel they wouldn't wanna hang out I don't know why. I don't even have my second best friends phone number. So I'm not social or confident, awkward around people and suck at conversation with girls and a lot of guys. But i do open up to most people once i know them. How big of a downfall is this in the dating game? I feel like everything is almost perfect for me except social skills, probably the most important. I just wait for girls to approach me. That never happens and my big crush is shy. Am I a guy you'd be interested in? Be honest I take no offense. And if you respond, what type of girl are you?

I went to an amusement park yesterday and when we went to the water park and got in a line I saw this beautiful girl and I felt something haven't felt in a long time. She was light skin with blue eyes and she had her blond hair back in a pony tail she was short with a body and she was so pretty. So after I saw her I waited until we got off the ride to talk to her and me and her walked around laughed and at the end of the night we gave each other our numbers and she hugged me and then kissed me ON THE LIPS NOT A CHEEK KISS and I was enjoying it. Not even to mention that we live in the same city and she slept in my room with me etc. But I feel horrible because I have a girlfriend but this girl really likes me and I like her bad like really bad. What do I do am I supposed to feel horrible like this am I wrong why do I feel like this is this normal?