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Hi! Just like that.
I've been thinking about it for a while now.
I want to kiss my crush on our next date.

But, I don't know if I should ask her or just "steal" it.
We've been pretty close to each others mouths a couple of times before,
and I don't want to get rejected if I "just go for it".

If the time was right, and we were that close again, should I give it a try? (Life is short)

Back in the day, sometimes I asked for it, others they just kissed me.
What do you do nowadays? Do you ask for it or "go with the flow"?
If so, what is the best way to ask for it? I want to read your lines, guys and girls! I need ideas.

Anyway, Thanks for your time and for reading!
Peace!

Back in the beginning of 2015, I was suicidal because I couldn't find another virgin to lose my virginity to. I was overdosing on my meds and kept going in and out of hospitals.

I was on this dating platform, OKCupid, and this girl messaged me. She contacted me first and I started talking to her. I explained my situation and she didn't believe me. She then avoided me.

I ended up being hospitalized again for a suicide attempt. After I was released, I messaged her and sent her a picture of my hospital wristband as proof that I was hospitalized. She then believed me and we started messaging again.

Come to find out she was 16. I was 20 at the time, but looking at the state laws in the state she resided, she was of legal age for sex.

We started talking more and more and even snapchatted. After a few months, we agreed to meet up. She was hesitant at first but she decided to go through with it.

I drove 7 hours all the way to her state to meet her. We walked the mall, had an ice cream, then we went to the hotel and we took each other's virginities. I even still have the pictures of the blood stained sheets when I popped her cherry.

The day after, we spent the entire day at the amusement park. I fell in love with her I thought. It was all affection and holding hands and kissing. I thought I found my first girlfriend. Later before we departed, she told me she did not want anything serious it shattered my heart.

I stopped talking to her for two weeks. Then I messaged her again and she said she was glad I contacted her and she had locked herself in her room crying at one point.

We started talking again, and at one point she told me I was the best guy she ever met. Although she led me on a little, she said she did not want a relationship. I was crushed.

Later, I started to question if she really was a virgin and even called her up crying. She reassured me I was her first.

Eventually I made her mad and she told me to never talk to her again.

I'm in 7th grade and we've been friends for years, she teases me so I think she might like me, we kissed back in first grade so I dunno what to do

I have a long distance crush and I told her if she were here, I'd keep her close, cuddle with her, and kiss her, to which she responded that I was really sweet with hearts. However, I made it clear that I could'nt be any less interested in having sex early on as I didn't want that to be interpreted as me being sexual when it's way too soon and I want to do that because I've never felt loved before and I want to show it to her and her show it to me. How do you feel about cuddling in a non sexual way?