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hERE'S PART 2 OF MY QUESTION! iF YOU HAVEN'T READY PART ONE, YOU PROBABLY WON'T GET IT. SO GO ON MY PROFILE AND READ IT!!! <3
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Then there was supposed to be a game meeting tonight, but it was cancelled and I went to the cafe and I realized an hour later that it had just been moved to a diffrent room so I walked in and I had been feeling mad and sad about not being able to see him so I wasn't in the best most confident happy place either, and they were all a little awkward with me but some of the guys were still trying to flirt with me. and my crush was at a different table adn I glanced at him several times but he was intent on his game. (his feet were turned towards me though all the guys feet were turned towards me so maybe it was casue I was the only relatively attractive girl in the room)
SO HERE'S THE POINT. I left to make a phone call, came back and he had left. I asked aroudn and they said he'd left for the night. But he came back in the room and they asked him if he wanted to play a game with me and he asked me and I said sure and he had smiled when he asked. (but remember I was kind of sullen still)
then he pretends to answer his phone as I'm setting up the game and then gets off it and says he can't play, he has to go pick up a friend. but he adds, 'I see you all the time on (gamesite,) we should play together sometime." and I said "definitely" and then he left. but he didn't' GO PICK UP HIS FRIEND. i was so hurt. he was outside the room, watching the concert that was going on. I was so mad and sad.
So what does it mean? Does he like me and is shy? Or does he think its awkward around me and want to avoid me? I'm ready to tell him I like him cause I'm so fed up with this. But I don't know if its worth it cause I'm a littel nervous. WHAT DO YOU THINK.

I am at the end of my patience. I usually dont do things like this, (tell a guy I have feelings for him) but I've been so lonely at college and I don't know, I'm angry at myself rn.

So it all started a few weeks ago. he saw me playing a game on my computer in the lab, and said, "oh you play that too? thats so cool!" and I said yeah and asked for his username on the site. and he typed it in for me. Then, there was a meeting for people who were fans of the game and we were both there and the sparks just flew. He was asking me questions about myself to keep the convrsation going and went out of his way to shake my hand and tell me it was nice to meet me for the second time when it was time for me to go.
After that, things got funny. Once, he came in the lab and we started grinning at each other and he came over to tell me what a great job i was doing with the game i was playing. I grinned and told him I was using the hint button. he playfuly said 'you cheater' and went over to his usual seat. The day after this I was nervous and I decided to sit in the main library instead of in the lab. he saw me.
I was in the lab thouhg after that everyday waiting for him so I could see him. He NEVER came in. and this is SO not like him. he's ALWAYS in the lab. SO FINLLAY, he comes in, with a haircut, and goes to his seat adn sits down to work. wehn he gets up to leave, I look at him to see if he'll look at me to say hi, and he didn't, he just walked out?
Then he invited me to play that same night on teh site. I said 'sorry!' about missing his invite because I wasn't online. he didn't text anything back!
Then I waited some more days for him in the lab, and today I see him when I walk in, and he smiles at me and waves from his seat and I grin at him. I don't know. maybe he was just being friendly. but I'm crazy about him
(read part 2 please!)