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There's not much to really say the tittle says it all. My roommate has got some serious anger issues sometimes he's easily aggravated it could be something as small and stupid as me asking a question and not realizing he is in the middle of a tv show cause he has headphones on. I have a hard time dealing with him lately cause it seems like I'm walking on eggs shells a lot of the time. He's been moody lately and it seems like if I say or do the wrong thing he will yell at me at that rate I just leave him alone unless I have to talk to him again but it's been everyday for a while now and I am gonna loose my mind. The other day I left my phone at the house to charge while I got food at the store the first thing I come back to is him asking me if I was ever gonna tell him about a guy I had been talking to so he had gone into my phone while I was out. I dont get it why would that matter to him? He always says I'm smell or an ugly and hates me I know it's not all true cause he said he doesn't actually hate me the rest I have no clue if it's a joke or he just means it. But he always says stuff like that then he goes through my phone when I'm not even at home acting all jealous he's confusing me and making me seriously stressed/sad he acts all mean and hateful but yet this is the b's he pulls. I am lost anyone with some advice/help would be appreciated. At this point I've tried talking to him and trying to figure it out myself but he doesn't know how to talk to me so I mostly deal with anger and feeling at a lost as to what to do thanks in advance. 💙💜. (Also note that I am currently in the middle of trying to save up to move but I dont have enough for that right now so not an option for now.

So I've seen a few insecure girl posts asking 'am I prettier than her?' and I hate to say, despite my better judgments something in me just really burns to get the opinions of a bunch of strangers on the internet.

First some backstory, you don't have to read but I'd like to at least explain why I'm being so crazy. So last year my boyfriend had a class with this girl, and he openly told me he found her really attractive. I didn't really think much of it at the time but later I found out that she took him up to her room and undressed in front of him to show him how different outfits looked n her, and he glanced at her while she was undressing. He honestly didn't see a problem with his behavior, and when I asked if he thought she was prettier than me he told me how found us "equally as pretty". Major ouch.

A year of fighting and self hatred later and my boyfriend says he regrets what he did everyday and swears up and down I am the most beautiful women in the world. I know I can't ask for any more than that of him. I also know I really should let this go, and accept that I am beautiful and I don't need the validation of random strangers but here I am, and a part of me needs to know some other unbiased opinions. So here it is, which one of these girls is more attractive, and no I'm not telling you which one I am. I'd really appreciate it if you commented and maybe said some things you like and dislike about both of us. If goddesss forbid the other girl i seeing this I'm really sorry for appropriating your image without your permission. I'm a crazy bitch, I openly admit it.