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So obviously there's a story behind this,
My mother is an alcoholic and drug addict, she has 2 other children and we all have different dad's, one is older then me and has asbergers and the other is younger then me and has fetal alcohol effects.

My dad has had full custody of me since i was around 6 but i was still allowed to see and stay at my mothers on every 2nd weekend and she has tried to give up alcohol and drugs multiple time but it never worked out, once i found her over dosed barley breathing, she got mad at me for calling an ambulance. After awhile she got with a man who she had a child. He raped and sexually abused me repeatedly for around 6 years. He went to jail for the assault and when he got out she got back with him even though it was against his bail conditions, he sent her money, supplied her with drugs and alcohol. Due to her relationship with him my younger brother got taken off her and she had to get sober and ditch this man to get him back, which she refused to. I went back to the police and told them about the rape, they weren't surprized because he'd done it before and he went back to court. She told me that she had dumped him and was trying to get better.

I found out a few month's later she was back with him and was seeing him almost every weekend, she had his spare house key and was messaging him a lot. I got angry and threw his key out and she kicked me out of her house so i told her i didn't want to see her again. This was 6 month's ago, not pnce has she tried to apologize or talk to me. Should i suck it up and forgive her or just keep things how they are?