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I am 24 and I have an 8 month old son. I have a partner but things just aren't going great. We stopped getting along when I was pregnant. He convinced me to stay with him when I wanted to leave. Now every day and every night I feel lonely and sad. I have a beautiful son and a beautiful partner. But he is always working late night shift or playing sport or watching sport and I don't see any of the money anyway, we pay half the rent and half the bills each. Some days I am starving hungry but I have no money. He says he is saving for a house but I just don't feel like he sees me as an equal in this relationship and that maybe he will just put the house in his name and never marry me. We moved to be near his family and they are always having say over our lives more so than either of us. I miss my family but can't afford to see them. He said I can go back to work. But I don't have any qualifications and the only experience I have is waiting tables and bar work. This is not what I wanted from my life I wanted to finish Uni and be successful and to have a partner that cherishes me as a mother and an equal. His family treat me like I am a joke. He plays the victim by making me feel like I am lucky I have him, but I want more. I want to leave him and prove to them all that I am better and I deserve better. but am I being selfish?

I gave up on Facebook awhile ago. But i still have kik and ALL of my friends just ignore me but they talk to me in real life.

I should become a gamer. Their way funner and nice.. anyone think I should?

I'm shy kind of.. to join any clubs.. it's almost the end of first semester so I don't want to join a sport.. I don't know what to do with my social life. Maybe I should be a loner.. I love the quote "it's better to be alone than with people who make you feel alone" I forgot who says this but Thanks to them I realize I should Maybe be a loner.