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Hey girls and guys,

I don't really know what to say or rather write..
I just noticed, somehow I always had bad luck with women or people in general. I am almost 18 by the way, telling this as a precaution before people think I was a 13 years old kid.

Well, back to the topic.
Always over the last few years, I never managed establish even just a friendship with girls I liked. It usually starts like me being an asshole because that is what I am naturally, then I start to notice that I actually could like that girl.
Well then depending on the case, I might become fine with her, but then usually some small things screw everything up and I am not really good with that girl again, currently it seems I screwed up really bad by keeping secrets from her which involved her.
Now she's pissed, doesn't trust me anymore and I have no clue what to do.
I really like her, but well, it seems she doesn't like me anymore.

I am not sure whether I am a complete idiot, always chase the wrong ones or whatever. Help me out with just some answer so I don't feel that unloved anymore. Thanks.

There is a poll by the way.

Here a background of what's going on, about 4 months ago I asked a girl out and she gave me no response and she never spoke of it again and we went on acting like it never happened. Then now, for the past few months she has been liking every single one of my posts on Instagram (By the way she never does) and I can't figure if she's trying to get my attention now or if its just a weird coincidence. But when were with a group of people she want to talk to me and wants me to sit by her and she seems interested in me. Since I asked her out the first time and she wasn't responsive to it, I'm now afraid to ask her out again or even prom in a couple months because I'm afraid that she's going to turn me down again. Im also debating on waiting a little while to because Im going to have to tell her that I joined the military and that I'm going away for a couple of months for basic training. She's probably going to be blindsided by this since I'm keeping this a secret right now. If I do this I'm hoping she comes around and likes me by then. But one thing I don't want to do is mess this up because when I'm away I want to feel like I can talk to someone outside the family and want to feel like there's someone waiting on the other side for me. She's everything thing I could ever want in a girl and I like her too much to mess this up. I just wanted to know if you guys think she's interested in me or not? Please leave comments, that would help a lot on my decision. Thanks.