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I’m a bit nervous. I refused to fly to my boyfriend on Friday the 13th and now the fact that I have to go to the gyno on Friday the 13th is just as scary. I don’t want to receive any bad news or anything. This is my first time ever going, But omg the trip i just had with these people was crazy... Read below:

OBGYN RECEPTIONIST: I know you’re only off on a Friday, so we can to do your appointment Friday the 13th but i’ll have to give you a male doctor but i promist there's nothing to worry about.

ME: Oh im fine with male or female, its my first time either way. But do you also do testing because although my boyfriend and i aren't gonna have sex, I just wanna make sure im good just in case something were to happen.

OR: Yes we do that and its all included with the pap smear. Just call your insurance lady to see what the co payment will be

Insurance Lady: You’ll be 100% covered as long as its at a certain location within our network

ME: Hey OR, the lady said your address may not be in their network. Is it?

OR: Tell your insurance lady she's AN IDIOT! We get your insurance all the time here.

ME: Um, she said that they should be covered

INSURANCE LADY: Oh heck no, one moment im gonna put you on hold and call these ppl!!

ME: *blank stare*

INSURANCE LADY: Ok looks like we cover that address too but make sure they only do a pap smear cause anything else is extra cost.

ME: *blank stare*

OR: Oh yes ig i forgot to mention that its $200 for STD Testing and thats not included in routine pap smear.

ME: Ok cancel the testing part

MY MOM: You made an appointment at the wrong place.

OR: Hi, is this Desi? (*mumbles* for like the 5th time)

ME: Hey OR, sorry to waste your time but my mom says i already have a doctor so i need to cancel my appointment

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It all started when i posted on my high school snap chat page add me on snap chat and start a streak with me. And this guy who was a senior and was about to graduate (i was a year before) added me and we started texting as friends he saw me but i didn't see him, and he texted me saying that i caught his eye. and one day i see him at lunch and i wave to him and then i walk to my table far away and he texted me "im coming over" and he later texted me asking about what i thought about him and i told him that i thought that he was nice and cool and he answered laughing " Oh great (laughing emoji)" he ever since that day he started sitting with me in lunch everyday and he even walked to class with me and talked daily. He would start flirting with me throught text only and constantly text me even late every night. one day we texted each other that we liked each other but he said he wasn't allowed to date but he asked me out weeks later on April 10 he was my first boyfriend. He asked me as a joke i think several times asking to netflix and chill and the one day he asked me if i ever thought about doing anything freaky and i was like what the hell and he answered saying that i was so innocent and disrespectful that that was just what couples did I said i didn't want sex until marriage. When we were dating he would hug me everyday mostly one armed but i felt really bad because i felt like he didn't like me i felt like we werent like a couple he refused to hold hands with me saying that he wanted to be lowkey and we argued a lot because i felt like he was cold at first he told me to be patient to please not leave that he would fight for me and that he needed me but then when we would argue about the same thing because there was still nothing no move. he would tell me that i should leave and he brought up that i was awkward af and not outgoing at all.

So me and my boyfriend been together for 2 years
I have been on the pill ever since we started having sex last year and never missed any pill
I even take the sugar pills
So anyway, my period for this month hasn't started yet and im already on my 4th sugar pill
I usually start my period on the 4th sugar pill
So im freakin out
But my boyfriend always ask me everyday these past few days "have u started ur period yet?"

So anyway this was our conversation today:
boyfriend - are u on your periods yet?
Me - no it didn't start today. I better get it tomorrow or ill freak out
boyfriend - do u have symptoms like vomitting?
Me - nope
boyfriend - do u have acne breakouts? Usually u have em when ur about to have ur period right?
Me - yea i do but only few pimples right now
boyfriend - oh ok
Me - ok let me ask u a question.. what if i am pregnant? Did u want me to abort?
boyfriend - its up to you babe. Its your choice. Like im not a boy, i won't leave you. But you gotta think of the future. Like your future and mine. We are not financially stable yet. We have to be more settled. We gotta think about that. And plus you said your parents are not goin to be happy if u got pregnant. But its your choice at the end of the day. If we do get married in the future, we gonna have kids anyway... but just think about how we both have to focus and build our career first right now
Me - yea i know..
boyfriend - im ready for anything though.
Me - if i do get an abortion, are u gonna come with me or go to work?
boyfriend - ofcourse im going to go with you. What do u think I am? Im gonna be there for u
Me - ok
boyfriend - anyways lets not say anything more. I think u should be good. U didn't miss any pills right?
Me - nah i didn't
boyfriend - then i think u should be fine

Im 23 and he's 28

He says its "up to me" but deep down, he wants me to abort if i do end up getting pregnant.. right?
Should i be upset if he does?

But he's right.. i still need to build my career and dont want a baby right now but im kind of against abortion too
Im freaking the hell out

I've been texting this guy for a few days and we're getting along great. I've been waiting on him to ask me out usually a guy asks me out on the first hour of talking. But this guy hasn't even suggested it he suggested he comes over and cooks me dinner when I have a free house.

Now this screams to me as he wants sex. im so tired of f*ckboys. Should I keep talking to him or just cut him loose now?