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We talked for months. Go to the same school, but only went out a few times. Eventually one night we spent time cuddling on his couch watching TV. It got late so I spent the night. We cuddled all night. Fell asleep... woke up in the middle of the night and cuddled more... we both got turned on and we decided to have sex. It was great, and after we cuddled and slept in.

After that we didn't hangout again. We made plans and he kept canceling. One day he made a heartfelt apology. He has anxiety and trust issues and he's been in therapy for it. He told me he's worked hard and he's doing better and he's open to me staying over his house even if he has to leave to go to class early, etc. And he said he'll try to do better.

Then he cancels a few more times, but always seems to make time for "his boys". Then some girl starts popping up all over his social media. That was the last straw. He wasn't my boyfriend, so I'm not saying he couldn't see anyone else (turns out they weren't dating anyway she's a lesbian), but it pissed me off he had time for everyone but me. We stopped talking months ago.

Now he's back suddenly saying he misses me... I bet he just wants in my pants again... he's hot though and I kind of wouldn't mind it... but I'm still annoyed. I feel like because he was rude I should curb him...

What should I do?

I cry more than I smile in my relationship. I'm a 22 year old woman that is currently dating a 39 year old man with 5 kids. A 19, 15, 14, 13, and 4 year old! The 13 and 4 year old is by his ex wife of 7 years and the rest have different mothers. Please don't judge me, (this is why I have not told my family about him yet.) The 13 and 4 year old stay with us.. Don't get me wrong I love this man, and willing to work it out but I want attention and security in my relationship. I work plus school and he work. The time we spend together he either on his phone or watching the game, and not only that the 4 year old sleeps with us. I cry everyday because I don't want to be selfish of the situation but I want to feel loved. I know he loves me but I get tired of talking about the kids everyday, it got to the point I just listen because our conversations only consist of that. I cry thinking that I could find someone with less baggage but I'm in love I don't know how to leave. He do sweet things like kiss me every morning before he go to work and he is a great person to talk to. This is my first relationship and I don't know how to deal, I understand I have to be understanding. I just don't know how. I cry every night and throughout the day when I think about it. But I know that if I break it off I will cry to. I just don't know what to do.