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I feel like I’m in love because I’ve never felt this way about anyone before and I have done some pretty special things for her that I’ve never done before for anyone. Not even when I was in a relationship with my first girlfriend three years ago. I’ve tried moving on multiple times, but she would still be on my mind. I have many reasons why I like my crush.

To me, that two reasons that stick out to me is that she’s caring and that she brings out the best in me whenever I’m around her and talking to her. I see her every week. I’ve tried moving to other girls on dating apps and in person, but I don’t see them the same way. The person I like means a lot to me. Whenever she’s sick and tells me that she’s not doing well, I show my concern and let her know that I hope she gets better, and that I’ll be praying.

Lately, I’ve been concerned about her getting the coronavirus because she doesn’t really wear a mask. She told me that I don’t need to be worried because she’s not afraid of the virus. I’m still concerned and ask her how she’s feeling sometimes. It doesn’t matter what she says because I’ll still care and be concerned. I see her every week and I always take the initiative to help her out in away that I can. She appreciates my help.

She's only 19 years old and has never been in a relationship before, and has never gotten this much attention from a guy before from what she told me. My crush isn’t interested in me, but I feel things can possibly change because she’s still young and is still trying to discover yourself and see what she wants in a guy. I could be wrong. I care about her and would like to be there. More than just a friend though.

Feeling this way about her is new to me. I’m curious, if I’m in love and curious to know, if girls like guys that they didn’t for before? Just wondering, if a girls feelings can change.

I like my crush that I tried moving on from multiple times. I have my reasons for liking her. She brings out the best in me, which is good and important to me. She makes everything better, when I’m around her. I’m not sure, if I’m in love or just like her. I truly care about her and have shown her that I do. A lot of the time, I’m concerned about her getting the coronavirus because she doesn’t really wear a mask. She’s tells me that I shouldn’t worry because she’s not afraid of the virus. That’s her view and I respect that, but that doesn’t mean I’ll stop caring. I can tell all this is first and it’s a first for me too because I’ve never had deep feelings for anyone before or even cared for someone this much before. There’s been a few times, when she wasn’t feeling good and I showed my concern for her. I would always ask, if she’s alright. Overall, if she not doing well I’m concerned, even when she’s having a bad day I try and cheer her up. I’m not sure, if girls care about something like this. Had to ask though. She isn’t interested in me at the moment, but she’s only 19 years old and has never been in a relationship before, and has never gotten this much attention from guy from what she told me. She still trying to discover herself and see what she wants in a guy.

I don't really know what feelings are... like emotions... I've always felt blank my whole life.. like careless/apathetic.. So when someone asked if I'm depressed once.. I thought "what the hell, no... I don't feel anything"
The only things I feel is physical pain and when my lungs expand and despand when I breath...


But recently, I've been very bored of life, like super bored of it... I've done the same things over and over for so many years that I'm starting to get really sick of playing video games and watching tv.. I've lost interest in every video game and TV show and they're all boring as fuck now... There seems to be nothing in life that interests me and everyday is just torture of getting through time now it seems to take forever, it's like I'm jus waiting the whole day jus to go to sleep so I can wake up the next day and do the same shit againSometimes I even try to force myself to sleep mid day even though I'm not tired at all jus to escape the boredomI been thinking about taking syanide poison or jumpin off a big bridge jus so I can sleep forever... But I'm not suicidal though, there is no strong desire to kill myself, I think I want to live... But I'm jus so bored of everything I'm starting to consider doing itCould this be depression? I looked up the symptoms of depression and it sounds kinda like it.. even though I don't feel depressed or sad, I feel nothing