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So a while ago my crush now were good friends with me and then he told me that he liked him a while later and I told him that I liked him too. Then we just said that we should keep this silent. And nearly everyday I was waiting for him to ask me out. But he never did. And ever since then we never actually talked to each other we only texted sometimes and that was it. I guess we were both shy around each other.

Then I wanted to start losing some weight because I wanted to be anorexic again and I kinda also wanted his attention. Then later he texted me saying that being anorexic is not good and stuff. And I lied to him telling him that I’m not and he said great.

Then after the holidays my close friend went to a party and he was there too. And he told my friend that he didn’t like me anymore because I was anorexic and I’m thinking that’s bizarre because how can you stop liking someone just because of that. Then she told me and I was really upset because I still really liked him. Then he was telling everyone that he didn’t like me and telling them to shut up when they said our ship name. I just pretended to ignore it. But the strange thing is I feel like he still likes me because I always feel like his eyes are staring at me at the back of my head and I constantly feel like he’s watching me. But my friends asked again if he 99 percent didn’t like me anymore and he answered with 100 percent.

But he’s liked all my posts on Instagram and I’ve checked and he hasn’t even liked all his best friends posts or anything so thats kind of strange. And he always replied to my questions on our class chat. Also in class he’s always talking to all my friends around me but me. I just look down and try to ignore it. Like today he took my friends chair even tho my chair was closer. Like he’s always avoiding me. But we never talked to each other after we liked each other. But always feel like he’s staring at me. Do you guys think that he still likes me or not? please answer x

I've been dating this guy for a couple of months now. He lives about 45 minutes away. We see each other on Saturday's because that's our only day off from work and school. He fell hard for me and I did too. I fell for him the third week of being together. I actually want a future with this guy. I want us to get our own place, get married and have kids. After talking to him he feels the same way and wants the same thing. :) I am genuinely happy! He treats me like a queen, gives me endless affection (I do the same for him), he doesn't keep me guessing (he tells me how he feels), he's sweet, kind, funny and he is there for me. The last time that he came over, we took pictures through Snapchat. I glanced over and saw that majority of messages in his Snapchat were from girls. He told me not to worry about it because they are just his friends and majority of his friends are girls. Of course I wasn't mad, because majority of guys are my friends. Since then I've been feeling different, I've been feeling really distant from him. I feel like he's going to hurt me by leaving me, finding someone else, or just Breaking up with me because of the distance even though it's not that far. At the same time I still want a future with him and I still have strong feelings for him. I know it's not infatuation because I would've gotten over that. I legit want a real future with this guy. Not some fantasy relationship.

So am I losing feelings for him? Am I being insecure and too guarded? Help!