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Well, I'm 18, and have never had sex before. Not only that, I've never even touched myself either! I know what happens, I'm not stupid. I just... haven't. And while I get the general idea, I only know two positions for sex, and of course I've never been undressed in front of a guy so I'm kinda super shy about it.

That said, the guy I've recently started seeing is older than me. And he's experienced. I don't know how many girls he's been with, he's not the type to flaunt such things. But sometimes when we're kissing he sort of starts playing with my shirt, and he's touched my breasts a few times. I like it. And I do want to go further, but he doesn't know I've never slept with anyone. And I'm afraid of being naked in front of him. I have a nice body shape, flat stomach, decent sized breasts, but I have acne on my back and a little bit on my chest so that doesn't help my insecurity. But yeah, OBVIOUSLY I don't know what I'm doing, so I actually have a few questions too.

Do you guys mind showing a girl around the bedroom?
Does it bother you guys when she's never been with anyone before?
Do you mind when she has acne on her back?

And for any girls, how can I not be so nervous about undressing in front of a guy?

Arthur is a 25 year old high school English teacher. Arthur is friendly, caring, a good listener, a dancer, cooks well and loves to teach. He smiles often and people warm up to him easily. He used to be a preschool teacher, he always loved children. But Arthur can be childish at times and has his own coloring books. Arthur always wears sweaters, jackets and long sleeve shirts. Even if its 100 degrees outside he always wears long sleeves.

Arthur feels scared and nervous when people touch his hands or arms. It really terrifies him. When he was 21 his step father died, then his girlfriend argued with him. when she left Arthur had a mental breakdown. He screamed, punched walls, destroyed his laptop by hitting it against the wall until it broke into pieces, yanked almost all his hair out his head and broke his closet door. He flipped over his desk and sobbed uncontrollably. Arthur tries his best to hide all his negative feelings from people.

He was my boss. We aren`t friends&we haven`t seen each other for 3 years as we live now in different countries. He wrote me that he wants to see me as he comes here due to family things. We met on a Monday at the restaurant. He did not smile&did not seem to be happy to see me. He gave me a hug and rarely looked at me during the dinner. He was playing with random objects on the table& I started to be nervous due to his lack of attention towards me. Then he touched my leg for a short time with his hand- felt it had a meaning that I shouldn`t be so tense. He explained what he has been doing lately and said that ha had a family event before and the next time he would take me with him. After we were eating for 30 minutes I said that I am so full and cannot eat anymore. He asked if I wanted to leave-if I had only one hour to spend with him. I replied that no, I would gladly spend more time with him, if he would feel like it. I felt totally uncomfortable cause I thought that he wants to end this evening so soon. He paid&we went out for a walk and he kept walking so fast that I felt like he wants to end this evening again. During this evening he asked me if I am still engaged or married already. I replied that I am not married yet. He wanted to know if I have fixed the date and I said no. Then we were chatting about things&he said that we should start to meet more often. After a few hours he brought me back to my home and we had a tight hug. My hands around his neck and he rubbed my back. I wrote him a few days later that I had missed him as he was such a great boss and it was great to see him. He replied only that "It was cool to see You :)" -"You" written with a capital letter. I asked if we will see each other again before he leaves&he replied that "I have an early flight, but we will meet next time :)". Now we haven`t written for several months anything
If he would have wanted to, then he would have met me on the last day? Why does he want me to meet his family? Thanks!