Search Results: self image

I know I know. It's just a silly insecurity of mine. I'm a healthy weight and all. small waist, tall, hourglass, etc. semi-fit. But I have extra fat on my upper arms and I'm suuuuper insecure about it. It's a genetic that runs in my mom's side of the family in women. I know it's not an uncommon thing. Just curious on how many guys care about arm size? XD. I'd say my arms are similar to Demi Lavato ' arms. (p. s. Despite what is said I won't base self image off of this post. it is purely curiousity)

So I've seen a few insecure girl posts asking 'am I prettier than her?' and I hate to say, despite my better judgments something in me just really burns to get the opinions of a bunch of strangers on the internet.

First some backstory, you don't have to read but I'd like to at least explain why I'm being so crazy. So last year my boyfriend had a class with this girl, and he openly told me he found her really attractive. I didn't really think much of it at the time but later I found out that she took him up to her room and undressed in front of him to show him how different outfits looked n her, and he glanced at her while she was undressing. He honestly didn't see a problem with his behavior, and when I asked if he thought she was prettier than me he told me how found us "equally as pretty". Major ouch.

A year of fighting and self hatred later and my boyfriend says he regrets what he did everyday and swears up and down I am the most beautiful women in the world. I know I can't ask for any more than that of him. I also know I really should let this go, and accept that I am beautiful and I don't need the validation of random strangers but here I am, and a part of me needs to know some other unbiased opinions. So here it is, which one of these girls is more attractive, and no I'm not telling you which one I am. I'd really appreciate it if you commented and maybe said some things you like and dislike about both of us. If goddesss forbid the other girl i seeing this I'm really sorry for appropriating your image without your permission. I'm a crazy bitch, I openly admit it.