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Ok, so long story short my best friend attempted to grope me late 2018 (was never prosecuted because the police officer filed it wrong). There's a lot more to the story though.
But I miss him, he was my best friend and I treated him like the brother I never had. I've been diagnosed with PTSD and I can't tell if this is just a part of the healing process. He's a twitch streamer and I occasionally drop-in when I have the time. One of his viewers asked how 2019 was for him and he started talking about me.
He said "I think about her a lot, I miss her every day. She wasn't just my best friend, she was like a sister to me. But if I were to ever contact her everybody would be down my throat"
I'm still not sure if I would even be willing to forgive him. I love him and I miss him. I'm not even sure If I would get in trouble or not.
I really need some advice, please.

So whilst I was cleaning my room yesterday, I found so many old things of mine😂

- My old Year 8 journal which is kinda like a homework diary the school gave us to write our homework in and stuff😂The stuff it had written in there😂😂Firstly on the front, it had all my friends from back then names written on it the "is bae for life" after all their names😂😂And I haven't spoken to some of them in years😂😂So I guess "for life" meant until the end of Year 8😂Then stuff like "Barney is a dinasour" written in there and "its my birthday" and "Who's Noah?" then more "bae for life" comments😂😂And this leaflet I made about DisneyLand😂I cringed so much at my Year 8 self😂😂No wonder people find Year 8s annoying- I was cringe as hell😂

- This one was less cringe, but in Year 10, I had this inside joke with my friends we called it "the family photo" and it was these pictures printed out:

And we labeled them with our names😂(I was obviously Spider-Man). And then we had a load of weird comments at the bottom😂I remember my best friend (who was Dr Strange) said to me: "In the top photo, he's (Spider-Man) even doing the face you do on a daily basis"

And my other friend who was Tony Stark: "Him and him, look normal- Spider-Man looks lost lilke you😂"

- Then I found some old rainbow looms, and my old dresses I wore all the time, my old jewellery too, my ticket to a theme park on a school trip, my old lanyards from school, my old watch, my old hair stuff, and my old passes to leave 5 mins early from class😂

Everything I found I got a basket, and put everything in there- all my old stuff because my childhood is over now😂😂And I've put the basket away, so I don't know when I'll come across it again- it's gone, it's away, and maybe my brother will find it one day and be like: "what's this?" or if my aunties, uncles or cousins, have more kids, and they find it😂

Has anyone ever done anything similar?😂