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So I was friends with the new girl but she wasn't really new she told me she just got out of jail for fighting random people, and planning fights. But she did look much better then me. Yeah, she was fat and short but she had bigger boobs then me I was just skinny with no boobs and I ended up losing more weight by high school. People were nice to her and even people who bullied me would always say she was really cute and tell me I was her ugly, retarded friend. People liked her since she had a cute face but disliked me because I was the ugly quiet one but I was nice though. One day she told me my hair looked like shit and laughed and said I was just kidding. I just let it silde because well, j had very short hair and it was dry. I was still nice to her and I even tried to do dirty things to her but then once she realized I was bi ditched me for new friends. :/ and that's my story. Me letting her run me over because she looked better and the kids treated her better..

So I always hear that I have a baby face, and when I was younger I was told that I am fat, ugly etc. This have lead to me feeling really insecure about myself, and I pretty much hate the way that I look. I want to know if you guys think if I really look like a kid, and how you think I look. I'm kind of shy so I'm kind of nervous for sending this, but well here we go. Oh and by the way, please be honest xD

When I was in middle school people considered me to be fat and ugly. I noticed that people at school always thought/ told me I was retarded and when teachers first met me they were quick to ride me off as one of the less intelligent students. kids at school always thought of me as retarded and dumb for some reason. But years later when I was considered pretty and skinny ( lost weight, got my mouth and eyes fixed) people stopped calling me dumb/ retarded. In fact people gave me a chance to talk, show myself, basically let my actions show if I was dumb or not. and the students didn't judge me as harshly like they did when I was ugly. Now that I'm viewed as pretty suddenly I'm not dumb anymore? I'll give another example. This boy, Tim. Was nicer to girls who were pretty. When he saw a girl he thought was ugly he called the girl ugly and dumb. Basically if he thought a girl was ugly he'd call her dumb or retarded more then anything. Because of her looks. Why is this? Why now that my physical appearance changed people stopped calling me dumb?

So in middle school my friend was a straight A student so she often got special treatment from the school. you know, money gifts and such. Guys would take her out and buy her things while me on the other hand I was a failing student. I had the lowest test grades In school despite going almost every day, and I had no friends resides her. People always commented on my friend. Telling me that my friend is pretty, she's smart and has a great personality. And I was her fat, ugly unlikeable friend. Hell, I had my friends ditch me to be with her/ favored her over me. For example her friends would only hang out with me if she was around, when she wasn't they told me they didn't want to talk to me at all or was just very rude/ unfriendly to me. I just smiled, to top that off she was much better looking then me. Skinnier, better hair, richer family, ( I've been told that kids from rich families are better then kids who come from poor families) no wonder people liked her so much and treated me so poorly compared to her. She had the whole package. But I didn't let that get in the way of our friendship. And stayed friends with her until she didn't want me around anymore. Being the ugly, inferior friend was not a fun experience at all. But hey, I got over it.