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I was in a relationship with this guy for over 2 years, and things were great-he treated me like a queen. However, there were problems, and it got to a point I didn't think it was good for us to be together. So, I broke up with him a few weeks ago. (mind you, we had never broken up before)
I'm not looking for another boyfriend or sex from anyone. I like talking to my old guy, but I told him to not wait up for me. There are times where I want to get back and try it over again.
Lately, he's been really distant. I just want to call him or video chat but it never works out. He's always been a shit communicator. But it's worse, and I sense his anger at me for breaking it off. He games for hours with no remorse b/c he doesn't have a girlfriend who 'needs' his attention. I get that. And his car broke, so, he's been working on that after work and getting up early to commute with others.
We really haven't talked much in several weeks, and every time I try to reach out to him recently-I end up feeling jaded, basically, exactly how I did before I broke up with him.
He keeps saying he doesn't understand the break and wants to get back together-but why is he still shit at communicating? Why is nothing getting better? What is going on?
This month, I've been really emotional with my birth control affecting me hard. And all I've wanted is his comfort and companionship, and every time he rebuffs me, my pride is hurt-and I resent him.

It was the first date I forced myself to go on after breaking up with my ex boyfriend over a month ago. He was attractive and really chill, however, he lied about his height -_-
His profile said 5'7, when we got out of the car to walk to the movie theater, we were basically the same height.. and I'm a small girl. I'm only 5'1. I felt like I was bigger than him (weight wise too). We compared our hands too and we had the same size hands and that was a huge turn off. Again, he's really attractive, has a really cute face and nice tattoos and style. We kissed in the car which was nice even though I told him not to except anything and it was just "an innocent little thing" the day before we met. So I do have some attraction to him if I let him kiss me the way he did.

I just dont don't like feeling "big" when I'm with a guy. If you were in my place, would you go on a second date with him? Should I go out with him again?