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While I was in an abusive marriage I got feelings for someone
•he admitted he had feelings for me too
• we decided to not act upon our feelings but became close friends ( meeting up for walks playing Xbox etc)
• my marriage breaks down and I kick my husband. out
• a month after this my friend and I go for a walk he keeps hugging me and holding my face kisses my head we nearly kiss
• we start getting flirty over Snapchat
• I bump into him drunk one night and he grabs my arse kisses my neck and we kiss heavily, he freaks out and says this is a bad idea but then oushes me back against a fence and kisses me hard again. he has to go back inside as his mate is inside and I highly suspect he is ordering drugs. when I get home I ask him what would he do to me, he says he would kiss me then I don't hear from him till the next day
• he says he can't remember a thing
• a week goes by so I message him on Snapchat and we start sending sexy messages and he implies he'd like me to come to his house but then freaks out and says he too drunk to fool around.
• I don't hear from him for a whole month despite me telling him in not looking to pin him down I'm happy for just sex or we can forget it and act like it never happened ( he still doesn't reply)
• I find out he's been taking drugs ( coke and ectasy)
• last week I message him asking him to please get back to me I'm worried about him, he says he's gone Into hiding but he will be back
• yesterday I messaged him saying that I was going to drop some sauce by and he said please don't worry he will feel guilty, I asked would he like to go for coffee soon he said yeah sure maybe, so I said how about next Wednesday he says honestly probably not but thanks
• I say if you want me to go away you can just say, he tells me he just needs time to sort himself out but he WILL be back and that he doesn't want me to leave him alone
I don't know what's going on, does he like me? he's quite a big guy I know he is also self conscious of his body

while I was in an abusive marriage I got feelings for someone
•he admitted he had feelings for me too
• we decided to not act upon our feelings but became close friends ( meeting up for walks playing Xbox etc)
• my marriage breaks down and I kick my husband. out
• a month after this my friend and I go for a walk he keeps hugging me and holding my face kisses my head we nearly kiss
• we start getting flirty over Snapchat
• I bump into him drunk one night and he grabs my arse kisses my neck and we kiss heavily, he freaks out and says this is a bad idea but then oushes me back against a fence and kisses me hard again. he has to go back inside as his mate is inside and I highly suspect he is ordering drugs. when I get home I ask him what would he do to me, he says he would kiss me then I don't hear from him till the next day
• he says he can't remember a thing
• a week goes by so I message him on Snapchat and we start sending sexy messages and he implies he'd like me to come to his house but then freaks out and says he too drunk to fool around.
• I don't hear from him for a whole month despite me telling him in not looking to pin him down I'm happy for just sex or we can forget it and act like it never happened ( he still doesn't reply)
• I find out he's been taking drugs ( coke and ectasy)
• last week I message him asking him to please get back to me I'm worried about him, he says he's gone Into hiding but he will be back
• yesterday I messaged him saying that I was going to drop some sauce by and he said please don't worry he will feel guilty, I asked would he like to go for coffee soon he said yeah sure maybe, so I said how about next Wednesday he says honestly probably not but thanks
• I say if you want me to go away you can just say, he tells me he just needs time to sort himself out but he WILL be back and that he doesn't want me to leave him alone
I don't know what's going on, does he like me? he's quite a big guy I know he is also self conscious of his body

• While I was in an abusive marriage I got feelings for someone
•he admitted he had feelings for me too
• we decided to not act upon our feelings but became close friends ( meeting up for walks playing Xbox etc)
• my marriage breaks down and I kick my husband. out
• a month after this my friend and I go for a walk he keeps hugging me and holding my face kisses my head we nearly kiss
• we start getting flirty over Snapchat
• I bump into him drunk one night and he grabs my arse kisses my neck and we kiss heavily, he freaks out and says this is a bad idea but then oushes me back against a fence and kisses me hard again. he has to go back inside as his mate is inside and I highly suspect he is ordering drugs. when I get home I ask him what would he do to me, he says he would kiss me then I don't hear from him till the next day
• he says he can't remember a thing
• a week goes by so I message him on Snapchat and we start sending sexy messages and he implies he'd like me to come to his house but then freaks out and says he too drunk to fool around.
• I don't hear from him for a whole month despite me telling him in not looking to pin him down I'm happy for just sex or we can forget it and act like it never happened ( he still doesn't reply)
• I find out he's been taking drugs ( coke and ectasy)
• last week I message him asking him to please get back to me I'm worried about him, he says he's gone Into hiding but he will be back
• yesterday I messaged him saying that I was going to drop some sauce by and he said please don't worry he will feel guilty, I asked would he like to go for coffee soon he said yeah sure maybe, so I said how about next Wednesday he says honestly probably not but thanks
• I say if you want me to go away you can just say, he tells me he just needs time to sort himself out but he WILL be back and that he doesn't want me to leave him alone
I don't know what's going on, does he like me? he's quite a big guy I know he is also self conscious of his body

• While I was in an abusive marriage I got feelings for someone
•he admitted he had feelings for me too
• we decided to not act upon our feelings but became close friends ( meeting up for walks playing Xbox etc)
• my marriage breaks down and I kick my husband. out
• a month after this my friend and I go for a walk he keeps hugging me and holding my face kisses my head we nearly kiss
• we start getting flirty over Snapchat
• I bump into him drunk one night and he grabs my arse kisses my neck and we kiss heavily, he freaks out and says this is a bad idea but then oushes me back against a fence and kisses me hard again. he has to go back inside as his mate is inside and I highly suspect he is ordering drugs. when I get home I ask him what would he do to me, he says he would kiss me then I don't hear from him till the next day
• he says he can't remember a thing
• a week goes by so I message him on Snapchat and we start sending sexy messages and he implies he'd like me to come to his house but then freaks out and says he too drunk to fool around.
• I don't hear from him for a whole month despite me telling him in not looking to pin him down I'm happy for just sex or we can forget it and act like it never happened ( he still doesn't reply)
• I find out he's been taking drugs ( coke and ectasy)
• last week I message him asking him to please get back to me I'm worried about him, he says he's gone Into hiding but he will be back
• yesterday I messaged him saying that I was going to drop some sauce by and he said please don't worry he will feel guilty, I asked would he like to go for coffee soon he said yeah sure maybe, so I said how about next Wednesday he says honestly probably not but thanks
• I say if you want me to go away you can just say, he tells me he just needs time to sort himself out but he WILL be back and that he doesn't want me to leave him alone
I don't know what's going on, does he like me? he's quite a big guy I know he is also self conscious of his body

the guy i like is great, but also very different around me. unlike when he's around other girls, he'll be awkward around me sometimes and then completely comfortable other times. it's strange cause i don't see it happen with any other girl. although, sometimes i feel like this is quite negative because i might say something directed to him and he'll look at me and not say anything to me. this hasn't happened much though, cause i'm a bit awkward around him so the only times i will talk to him is when there aren't too many people with us or if he talks to me first. to add to this, he also looks at me quite a lot wherever we are, whatever we're doing. also, today we were with one of our other guy friends so it was just the three of us and we were talking about snapchat and the guy i like decided to take a photo of me for his snapchat streaks. he was being very friendly with me, not like other times when we're around people. thing is, people say when someone likes you their pupils dilate... but i don't think his does... but is that a definite thing?

there's a guy i like... and he's really special to me. sometimes i get the vibe he likes me back, and then next minute it's like wait what did i do wrong? because he goes weird on me and stops talking to me. for example, we'll talk and joke around one day... and then the next day he won't even acknowledge me. like today, we were with a group of friends and i said something to him and he looked at me and just looked away. then after school, i was with one of my friends and he was by himself and he started talking to us... mostly my friend and i was upset at the time and i think he might've noticed? cause then he said something to me (not related to my mood). thing is, he looks at me a lot whether it's one of the days we're talking or not. i'll turn my head, and he'll just be looking right at me. to make it even worse and more confusing, he flirts with these two other girls. i just don't know why he acts like this with me and not anyone else.