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I know this is a depressing topic, I just need to vent right now. I feel like a fucking robot going through my shitty life. I'm unattractive, everything I do is pretty much pointless since we live on a dying planet anyway. Everything has lost it's fun. I don't care about my hobbies anymore. I'm too fucking lazy to write shitty books or do pointless activism. I'm a fucking joke in the dating world. I'm poor and I don't have my own house. Pretty much all music, movies, and video games have lost interest. The only thing I look forward to is dying so I don't have to be a part of this shitty world anymore, because I don't want to be here anymore anyway. My ideal life at this point is living alone in some shitty apartment with a job that involves as little human interaction as possible so that I could just die alone in peace, which why even exist at all? I guess the only reason I haven't done it yet is because I'm scared. People always feed me bullshit about "Everyone is important" and sanctity of life shit, but honestly I think my life doesn't really matter in the grand scheme of things. I mean, I'm a rape baby that was shit out of someone's vagina, it's not my job to be here and suffer because ungrateful shitheads would miss me. If I can't handle the way the world is, and I'd rather not exist than pretend to be happy at a shitty job around people I hate, why is it my responsibility to exist in a world where I'm not appreciated or needed? Is there anyone that feels the same? Do you think everything would be better if you never existed at all? & don't tell me the world is better because my hateful bitter ass is here to suffer in it. I don't want to be around any of you fuckers I just want to die.