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Nelson is 23 years old. He's 5'2, brown skinned, and has a face that looks like a 16 year old's. He never had vagin*al sex with a woman and never had a girlfriend. When Nelson was 14 he had oral s*x with a 16 year old girl in high school. The girl performed oral on him, made out with him, and sucked his neck. Nelson felt wonderful but she'd often call him ugly, stupid, and b*itch. A month after they had intercouse he overheard the girl saying that he looked like a child when naked, had a baby pelns and laughed and joked with her friends about how he was a such a V*rgin and pathetic. He also discovered she had a boyfriend and was practicing s*x acts on him to try on her boyfriend a month later. People would often laugh and tease Nelson for being short and childish. In high school Nelson was long term friends with a guy who was 6'1, popular, and had several girlfriends and was a well known foot bag player. Nelson always saw girls fall in love with this dude, love him while he was always overlooked and put down.


Nelson tries to be a kind, loving person but he has his moments. One time he lost all control of his emotions and started sobbing uncontrollably in public. He tries his best to control his emotions but he can't mask his true feelings in public. Nelson feels strong emotions and sometimes they explode in his heart. Nelson is highly intelligent. He makes A's and B's in science, math, and goes to college to be a doctor.

He said he hella loves me. We never met. All communication mostly through texts, lesss have call either video call. We know each other almost a year. He never talking about sex, never (i tease him many times tho). I always want to know about his past, but he never want to know about mine. Sometimes i think twice before i share about my story because less response almost no response. He said that we Will meet. I know about his growth, his career, we support each other. I admit he has good personality, I don't know if just bullshits. It's been almost two months.
But i overthinking about long distance relationship. Like seriously gonna work out? I don't want to wasting time and emotion. Should i trust and keep him, or end it?