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Cheating is a lot of work that’s just not worth the risk of getting caught. It takes a lot of planning, a lot of covering up! The lies to the other woman. The lies to your partner. When does the pleasure turn to guilt? As soon as you orgasm and reach for the skies.
For a year and half we didn't engage in a physical relationship. There was flirting and fantasizing about each other sexually when we were apart. We shared intimate details and were into each other. We both reached out to each other because, well I don't know, I remember telling him I thought he would care. He listened. It felt like he cared. One of greatest pleasures was the anticipation of pleasure. We both admitted that when I stopped rejecting him and gave into the sexual tension. Sex was an intense high. Five hours later we agreed to have sex everyday. He left happy! I was happy and ready and anticipating the next session. That was the one and only time we had sex.
He called the next morning. He came by picked up my laundry and we made plans to meet at 8. I got caught up with dinner at my best friend's place. He text me at midnight. It was a clear message. I told him we would go our own way. He let me go. I saw him the next morning at the casino. I won $300. I was with our mutual friend that contacted me and asked me to go. He wouldn't even look at me.
I found out a week later that he lied to me from the beginning. He was in a relationship with the the woman he shared a child with. They did break up when we were together. Maybe they got back together the same day he left my house after we had sex. That's what I believe. It doesn't really matter though. She's pregnant and due in May with a boy!!! He failed to mention that! It's clear he was reacting on the defense for self preservation, no regard to my feelings. Truth came to light.
Was it worth it?
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My boyfriend and I have been dating around 2 years now. He has been secretive about his history when we started dating so I didn’t find a lot of things out until almost a year in. It wasn’t major information but it was no reason to lie about/hide it. Anyway though, we have been planning to see each other again by the end of this week for many weeks now. Here’s what happened which made him cancel the plan:

His high school best friend’s death anniversary is today, and he wanted to go because he never went after all of these years. He gets very overwhelmed when he doesn’t see people wear masks and maintaining distance because his father could die if he had gotten the virus. Knowing this, he decided to stay for the event even though there were 30 people with no masks/not social distancing. He said he felt like he was at a moderate risk while he was there so he doesn’t feel comfortable with us seeing each other anymore at least as soon as we hoped.

My thing is that he could’ve easily left or asked them to wear masks to ease his uneasiness while he was there, but he didn’t. He tried to turn the tables by making me feel bad because I wasn’t understanding why he couldn’t simply leave when he wanted to do something for his dead friend. He could’ve visited his grave later. That’s why I think he probably had cheated or something of the sort while he was there because it’s simply not adding up in my mind. It’s just suspicious. What do you think?