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My ex went on her mission in December of 2016, after we dated for almost 4 years. We discussed mariage before she left and after a few months into her mission, she broke things off because of the mission.
We split twice before, because of the same issues. And halfway through the mission, I wrote to her and she read my email 18 times before she responded and I could see and feel how conflicted she was. But after talking for two months, we couldn't find common ground.
I waited until a month before she was due home, and I sent a letter apologizing for my shortcomings, and just showing how much I truly loved her. I sent it digitally to her original and mission Facebook, and physically to her parents home.
So she was due home, and I got curious and looked. The mission Facebook changed from Sister ___ to her nickname. But she posted she was about to leave on June 30th.
Mid July, I didn't see any changes on her Facebook, or her family's and I messaged her old cellphone number, asking if she came home and if she could call me. Her brother replied 5 days later that it wasn't her phone anymore. But I said I knew it was him, and asked if she got my letter, and he replied saying she got it. I apologized and asked to apologize on my behalf and I was hoping to hear from her.
In the past, her family has never reached out to me or even responded to anything from me. Her mom said to talk to her while my girlfriend was gone, and the three times I messaged her she never responded.
It's now been almost a month, and still no update on her Facebook (s) or her family's. I even looked at their Instagram, and nothing. I just don't understand.
Is she just decompressing, is her family hiding her, or is she just simply not home yet, or any other ideas? I just don't understand. I thought I did everything I could to show I love her and want to marry her, and she wanted to marry me. My heart is just broken.
Help...
I just don't understand

My ex and I broke up when she went on her mission, and she's due home, and I sent her a letter apologizing for how I acted before she left and while she was on her mission. I just told her how much I miss, love and want to be with her still.
I haven't heard from her. But I hope my letter helped things

My ex has been on her mission for the last 19 months, and I had sent this letter to try to get her back. But I know she's read it, and I haven't heard anything. I know she just got back, and her mission probably had a lot going on, but we had been together three years before she left.
I was hoping to hear from her but I think I screwed up everything.
I had texted her phone hoping she'd answer and her brother answered cause it was his number now, and said she had gotten the letter. I said afterwards I was sorry to bother them, but I was just really hoping to hear from her, and I didn't want her to not contact me. That I screwed up...

In the past, her family has never contacted me or responded to her in anyway. Even when she was on her mission, her Mom told me to contact her to get to know her, and she'd never respond to me.
But did they decide to respond because they read my letter? Her brother was well aware of the entire situation, and I don't believe he would mess with me. Could it be they responded because they realized how much I loved her?

I just can't seem to do the right thing for her, and I think I've lost her.

Or did she tell her parents what to say? Would they even tell her I tried to contact her?

Also, the popcorn thing at the end was a inside joke between us from when we first met. Intended to keep it light hearted..

Letter is below if you're curious

My ex has been on her mission for the last 19 months, and I had sent this letter to try to get her back. But I know she's read it, and I haven't heard anything. I know she just got back, and her mission probably had a lot going on, but we had been together three years before she left.
I was hoping to hear from her but I think I screwed up everything.
I had texted her phone hoping she'd answer and her brother answered cause it was his number now, and said she had gotten the letter. I said afterwards I was sorry to bother them, but I was just really hoping to hear from her, and I didn't want her to not contact me. That I screwed up...

In the past, her family has never contacted me or responded to her in anyway. Even when she was on her mission, her Mom told me to contact her to get to know her, and she'd never respond to me.
But did they decide to respond because they read my letter? Her brother was well aware of the entire situation, and I don't believe he would mess with me. Could it be they responded because they realized how much I loved her?

I just can't seem to do the right thing for her, and I think I've lost her.

Or did she tell her parents what to say? Would they even tell her I tried to contact her?

Also, the popcorn thing at the end was a inside joke between us from when we first met. Intended to keep it light hearted

Letter is below if you're curious