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I am 25 years old, and for the past several years, I have been in the lowest point of my life.

I have no credible talents. I still live at home, and I am on disability. I only receive $850 a month from social security after medicare deductions. Once I turn 26, I will lose my parents' insurance.

I have never had a girlfriend. I am really short for a male, with a height of 5'6. I have failed when it comes to women. I was even arrested for stalking for trying to win a girl's heart. It is a long story. I now have a criminal record for stalking and harassment.

I am terrible with women. In addition, I cannot get over a woman's romantic past. Any romantic bonds she had during her youth, whether that be college, high school, or middle school, I cannot get over. If I meet a woman now, I can never say we knew each other during our youth. Meanwhile, I have friends (and even my parents) that can say they are with someone they loved from when they were young.

I am in university right now for web app development, but most people don't need a college education for that.

I cannot seem to get any jobs or internships in the field that I am pursuing, and I have been studying and coding for 3 years now. I feel I have nothing to really show for it still.

I am having second thoughts whether this field is right for me. I don't know exactly what is right for me anymore.

I used to be an EMT, but I had to voluntarily surrender my license due to my criminal convictions.

I have only had sex with one woman in my life, but it was pity sex with a high school girl. Both virgins. She was 16; I was 20. That is the best I was able to get with an attractive girl.

I am 25 and never had a girlfriend. I have had sex only once, back in 2015 (5 years ago). She was 16; I was 20. Both virgins. She did not want a relationship with me and she was really just a stranger as we only met one time in person.

I cannot get over a woman's romantic past, whether that be previous boyfriends or even male best friends from her youth she had feelings for. It is the hypothetical situation that exists to where she could reunite with someone from her youth later in life and it be a sweeter outcome. In addition, I don't want a womam to be my first love if I am not hers.

by the way, this has nothing to do with her sexual past at all. It has everything to do with who she shared her heart with at one point in her life.