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we were friends since i was in high school. he had a girlfriend. he started being close to me.. than the girlfriend cheated and a whole bunch of other things so they broke up. he started asking me out since i was 12. I never wanted to date him cause he flirts around with girls a lot. And, if i became his girlfriend i would have been just one on the list. well, that's how i felt like. my dad is a pastor and my whole family is really integrated in the church. so my parents know him, and he knows them.
he used to come to my house sometimes ect... when he finished high school, he moved to the capital for University, and he'll barely talk to me or text me and when he comes back he'll tell me that i'm not close to him anymore. well, i'm not gonna be available for people only when they need me so.. bt once in a while he'll still talk to me and ask me to be his girlfriend...
when i finished high school, my family and I moved to another continent. we'll talk on fb but not for long, and then we didn't talk for like a year. no hi no nothing...

then he wrote me one day... and i was like i thought you died.. lol we always joke around... then he asked me if i had a boyfriend.. i said no cause i didn't... but told him i actually like a guy and all... so i asked him wassup with him? he told me that he got dumped.. the girl was moving to US (the story sounds like she was getting rid of him since she's going abroad) anyways... so he was like the two girls he's in love with don; want him. and i was like, you could have just forgiven the first one.. and he was like: you know i'm not talking about her.. and again this talk started again, me not wanting to be his girlfriend ect...

this year i got a better phone finally.. lol so we've been chating almost everyday for like a few months then we fought over something and he stopped texting...

when i ask him why he likes/loves me? He doesn't even know. he'll just tell me u r special blabla
it feels like a big lie to me...

Okay so i'll try to make this quick. my boyfriend and i have been together for 2 1/2 years. it's been very rocky. he cheated on me once and i chose to forgive him but i mean after that there's been situations with other women like texting but I'm not sure if flirting. anyway. i don't trust him and he's in vegas with his cousin that i don't trust him around. well, a couple weeks ago i found a text from a girl from school in his phone talking about going to a lake with them two, his cousin and friends. i found it and got pissed and he made excuses and said he was inviting her for his cousin, who also had a gf. anyway he wasn't planning on going. last week i found a text to his friend saying he was going with her to vegas and i got pissed and he said he just wanted to seem cool. and i told him to prove he isn't going by messaging the girl and seeing what she said. fast forward to today, he told me repeatedly that he wasn't going to meet up with her, and that she knows he has a gf. well, i just found out he lied. a lot. he met up with her because she got him and his friend into a pool party and supposedly thats it. but this chick, when he posts something of me on his instagram, she does not like it. and she blocked me on instagram and made her Twitter private after i told my bf i saw it. i mean if he didn't lie about meeting up with her just for that, then, i would have been mad but not as mad as i am now. he told me all day he wasn't around her and then i go on somebody's instagram thatcs that is her friend and is with her and and there my boyfriend is in the background with his friends. so i caught him. hes' done so much shady things starting last year. i have no trust in him. he's lied so many times. i love him a lot but come on. oh did i mention i messaged the girl to see whats going on and she didn't even reply. well yeh I don't know what to do. i tried trusting him and found out he was lying.