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I mean like for real my mom was telling me about how I always have to look good and act perfect for everyone else especially for her female friends because they always compare with us and blah blah blah. And I told her that I really don't give two craps and it's dumb, I'm just trying to survive In this world. And she told me that I'm weird and I should always be better than others. But I really dont care and others will always be better no matter what. So am I not normal or something? 😀

so I've been speaking to a guy for about 4 month texting a lot everyday without a doubt, i usually call him sometimes too, we talk about meeting up now and again but it never really goes anywhere. He lives in the same country as me and is about a 4-5 hour train ride from me.
he's about 16 years old than me too. Anyway i have a gut feeling suddenly andi feel like he's not interested anymore i always try to persuade him to call me for a change as its always me calling and kind of always me making conversation so im trying to distance myself and see what he does.
The whole meeting up thing too seems to be an issue tbh im 19 and he's 35 and i find it pretty daunting and scary if im honest so i suggested him coming here to see me or even meeting half way as its a lot to travel. Each time i mention it though he kind of goes along with it then brushes it off like it doesn't matter he lives alone with his dog and always says he couldnt meet me because of his dog, i do know he has family etc who could look after, it seems he's a lot more interested and bothered about his dog than me! i just dont know if im waisting my time tbh