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There was this one time in my junior year when I confessed to my crush (who was a senior) through text (because I was supposed to confess to her during her graduation rights but I was sick that day) and got nothing in response. I told my best friend about it and he told me that "maybe" (with the air quotes) she's just in a state of euphoria or something because I confessed my feelings to her. I chose to believe in that, and days turned to weeks, and weeks turned to months and I still got none. So I finally decided that I'd let it go and deleted our conversation. This January I she popped up on my insta (I was on a 3 year hiatus with the internet I shut off all my social media accounts) and I remembered that I used to have a crush on her, so I decided to ask her how she was. She said she was fine and that she was sorry for not responding. Have you ever felt that feeling that love never dies? I thought I have gotten past that point of me having a crush on her but that weird peculiar feeling went back. I was mad at her for bringing that up but I just went with it because it was partly my fault for reaching out to her. Now I'm just too scared to go out there, I know not every woman in this planet would react that way but we learn from our mistakes and I stand firm at what I believe in (me no longer going out = me no longer getting hurt the same way). Maybe going all out on someone was not a good idea, maybe I should go easy next time. I'm sitting here with nothing much to do, should I text her?