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Well basically there is this guy that I have a crush on. I don't know him but I've caught his eye once or twice. Whenever I'm alone I'm obviously quiet and so I seem quite normal, however, when I'm with other people I can be quite loud and probably annoying. It's not that I try and be loud but I literally find everything funny and just seem wacky all the time. I laugh really loudly and kind of fall about and mess around. I also talk about quite rude things sometimes- well not just me, my general group of friends. Generally, I can act quite loud and talk about the most ridiculous topics. He has witnessed this. A few times.

I sometimes feel like he is looking at me and often I will be very aware of his presence though I'll try not to show this. I must seem quite awkward though.

Sorry, I hate saying this because I feel really big headed- but I think I am attractive. I've been told I'm 'beautiful' on quite a few occasions even by strangers. I think the first time he looked at me he was simply 'checking me out' and he kind of smiled at me. Though, despite everything, I can be quite shy and so I looked away. I think he knows a lot of the time I try and avoid his eyes. He must think I'm quite strange considering all the aspects of my personality that he has witnessed.

Anywho- what would you think of me if you were him? Would you just be like 'yeah she's just crazy and weird' or would you be interested? Lol, this does my head in so much..

(p.s. I know that he looks at me quite a lot, at least I think he does, though I'll try and avoid looking at him)