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I've made a billion questions and counting bout this but I'm trying to make this the last one, because its stating to eat away at me...

...so I met this girl online and we became pretty good friends, but recently I've started to feel like I wanted more than just friends. I'm falling really hard for her. when I told her this, she just said that she is afraid of being in a relationship, which I fully understand because I've had that problem myself, no one likes getting their heart broken. so we have still been talking, less now, I feel as though I either upset her or made her feel awkward because she doesn't feel remotely the same. I know we live in different states but who says long distance can't work, this girl is unlike any single person I've ever met in my life. she has really picked me up when thought I could get no lower and I can honestly say that I would love to be more than friends. I'm not even really sure how she feels about me and I'm not so thrilled bout the thought of giving up on her, I've done that before and I'm sick of doing. I told myself its not happening. at some point I'm more than confident I could finance a means of moving states to be with her, but I don't really know right now what will come of this whole thing. sometimes it feels like she is shrugging me off, others like she really likes me. mixed signals I can't really decipher. help would be nice, I'm just a foolish kid at this point, I'm going f***ing crazy, but I like it