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so my boyfriend told my friend before he met me that he lost his virginity to someone, on April fool's dat and I find out from her and I kept asking him about it, and he keeps telling me he is a virgin, but somehow I still feel it couldn't be true. He told me the real story, yet I still somehow feel doubtful... Tonight he said "and um loose my virginity to you" and that "and um" part makes me feel like he is lying. I don't know what to believe and yes it hurts to be lied to, but more that I don't think I know the truth. What do you think? And do you think he could have lied? Cause he lies a lot to other people more than me. I am honestly scared cause I've been on this case for days and I'm just really really shaken. I'm just really really hurt from what he said but I don't want to say what he said if you want to ask me about it I may say. But I'm sorry if nothing makes sense, I just also wanna know, do darker knees mean he's non virgin? Cause that would help a lot. Thank you guys for being so patient with all my wild paragraphs of this shizzz it's just important for me to know o_o

I was seeing a guy for 2 months and we were crazy about each other or so I thought. 2 weeks ago he ended things because he said he had to go back home (he lives overseas) due to a parent being sick. He told me we had to say bye now despite him leaving in a few weeks because his feelings would only grow and it would hurt. We said bye and he continued to message me everyday and even kissed me once.

We didn't talk for 2 days then today my friend sent me a photo of him and his ex girlfriend with his arm around her. He messaged me 3 times and I ignored all messages and he kept sending more asking why I was ignoring him. I sent him the photo and said I wasn’t mad but I need to move on and I wish him all the best.
He kept sending messages over and over and eventually I replied saying what’s the real reason you ended things and he said it was the truth and he said he told me weeks ago his feelings changed a bit. (If I knew that I would have let him go sooner). I told him all good and again all the best. He keeps messaging me

He said his feelings changed ages ago but his actions say otherwise does he like me?
He still goes to my gym too despite quitting his job which was the reason he joined. He lives an hour away from gym and still comes.