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me and this guy hooked up at a party a while ago, we talked for a while after, then it stopped. we hadn't hooked up in a while, then a few months later, we hooked up twice, after that I heard he had said stuff about me, I confronted him then he sent me a text saying that he likes me & he's not that guy, a few days later I brought the whole thing up I told him I liked him, he denied saying anything about me & said he didn't like me like that after this I called it quits and my friend who knew how much I liked him hooked up with him! This broke me she was my best friend I was heart broken. anyways I left it never said a thing and forgave her considering I never had a relationship wit him then he gave me a lift home a while back and we were fine after that we hadn't spoke in a while but this weekend he came down I didn't actually completely care as I had met a few guys the weekend before and was movingon but when I was having a good time one of his friends was taking the piss and teasing us both. all night i could see him looking at me so I decided to kiss the guy I met the weekend before in front of him I turned around andsaw him looking at me and then he came up to me asking if I wanted to go out for a smoke I was reluctant and then went outside he followed me we chatted for 2 hours about everything that was goingon with us he apologised for the summer and all night was being quite insecure saying how lovely i am and talking about how much he hates uni and what an arsehole he isand not wanting to be in a relationshi I didn't care too much about that as I thought I was getting over him then we went back to his but once we got out the taxi he backed out I jokingly said he cut my night short he hugged me and what I thoughtwas a laugh end up being him crying he confinded in me all night and sent me a message about what a good friend I was he friend zoned me but was kissing me before he went home. I was getting over him & now I'm right back at the start. I feel foolish!